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Saturday, April 22, 2023

Grey’s Anatomy 19x14 & 19x15 Recaps: “Shadow of Your Love” and “Mama Who Bore Me” (Goodbye, Maggie!) [Contributor: Julia Siegel]


“Shadow of Your Love” & “Mama Who Bore Me”
Original Airdate: April 13, 2023

After nine years, Maggie Pierce is scrubbing out of Grey Sloan Memorial for a fresh start in Chicago. The wunderkind cardiothoracic surgeon will be heading a research project in the Windy City, and she will be leaving husband Winston behind in Seattle. If you are sad about Maggie leaving, she will be back for the season finale in a few weeks. In the meantime, let’s say goodbye to a long-term character with a proper two-hour sendoff. 

LAST DAY SURPRISE

The day starts with Maggie finishing packing up her home, but she has left her wedding photo on an end table. When she looks at the photo, she sighs. Winston is jogging around the hospital probably to distract himself, and Richard is perplexed when he sees Winston running through the parking lot. Kai takes an earlier flight to Seattle and knocks on Amelia’s apartment door. Amelia is excited to see Kai and happily announces she took the day off.

When Simone and Lucas get to work, they see a flier slandering Bailey on a car. Simone rips it off, and the scene cuts to Ben, Bailey, and Pru arriving at the hospital. Ben wants Bailey to change her cell phone number and email address now that her private information is out in the open. Bailey doesn’t want to since she’s only ever had one phone number. She gets another random call, which furthers Ben’s point that things will only continue to get worse. Bailey thinks Ben wants to move, and he reveals he would like them to get an Airbnb for six months until things calm down. Bailey shuts him down by saying it will blow over and she will have an intern babysit her phone.

Blue finds Mika sleeping on a bench in the intern lounge, and she says she worked the closing shift at Joe’s Bar. Simone and Lucas come in and are excited for their cake tasting that evening. The interns are aware that it is Maggie’s last day, and Mika tells them she heard at the bar that Winston is staying in Seattle. Jules goes on a rant about not liking marriage, which Simone isn’t thrilled about.

Teddy and Owen get in an elevator when they arrive at Grey Sloan Memorial, and Jo and Link pop into the same elevator. Jo is happy to tell her bestie that she got them a reservation at a pizza place that Link has been wanting to go to because she thought they could use a night out. Teddy can’t believe how weird Jo and Link are acting and when they leave the elevator, she tells Owen that the pair needs to get a room. Owen doesn’t know what she is talking about, so Teddy tells him that Jo and Link “basically just had sex in front of us.”

After that funny moment, we get to meet two patients. First, Mika and Lucas arrive at an ambulance with a patient named William in it. William tried to mail himself to his girlfriend in Florida and got hurt when the box imploded on a conveyor belt. Next, two women named Viv and Nola come into the lobby and run into Jules and Simone. Viv states they want to speak to Maggie and won’t leave until they do because Nola has a giant tumor crushing her heart. They drove 400 miles to Grey Sloan Memorial and want to be seen immediately even though they don’t have an appointment.

Richard finds Maggie packing in a lounge and wants to talk. Maggie knows her move is happening fast, but she got a huge opportunity. Richard thought the hospital meant more to her than a stepping stone for her career. He gives a speech about how in his day, doctors worked where they did their fellowship until they retired out of loyalty. Richard doesn’t get her lack of loyalty when she has started her research in Seattle. Maggie knows he is upset, but she gets interrupted by Viv paging her over the hospital’s intercom. When she makes it to the lobby, Maggie is bombarded by Viv, who presses Nola’s scans on her phone to the doctor’s face. Maggie asks the interns to bring Nola and Viv upstairs for a consult. Jules tells Maggie she thought she was leaving, and Maggie replies that she will push her flight. Maggie also tells the young doctor to listen to her patient next time before calling security.

BECOMING A MAN

Richard, Schmitt, and Blue are working together for the day, and they are looking after a long-time patient of Richard’s. Grayson is a thirteen year old suffering from ulcerative colitis. He landed back in the hospital after having lots of pain and collapsing in the bathroom. Grayson is hoping to avoid surgery and losing part of his colon, and Richard wants to order tests and give him some pain medication to make the boy more comfortable before making any decisions on further treatment. After they leave the room, Schmitt asks Richard if they can find a time to talk about fellowships and attending positions. Richard is perplexed as to why Schmitt hasn’t applied for fellowships yet and sternly tells the chief resident to get his act together. 

Elsewhere, Viv is extremely excited to meet Maggie and practically fangirls out. Simone and Jules are helping Maggie tend to Nola, who we learn has a tumor growing alongside her heart and vasculature. The tricky placement has led every heart surgeon in the Pacific Northwest to not want to operate according to Nola and Viv. Nola is having a hard time breathing as well. Viv and Nola tell the doctors that they have been friends since elementary school and are also in a band together. They are each other’s ride or die, and it’s nice to see that kind of friendship on-screen. Maggie orders new scans to see Nola’s current condition.

Back in the ER, William tells his team of doctors (Link, Teddy, Owen, Lucas, and Mika) that he thought it would be a grand romantic gesture to mail himself to his girlfriend, Rose. After the attendings leave, Teddy quips that the lesson is that romance can be fatal. She jokes about Link and Jo being an item, which Link immediately refutes by saying they are only friends. Teddy replies, “Yeah, friends that slept together.” Owen didn’t know that info, and Link isn’t sure how Teddy knew.

While Grayson gets a scan, Blue asks Schmitt how he doesn’t know which specialty he wants to choose. Schmitt thinks the combination of the pandemic and the residency program being shut down threw him off course. Grayson complains that the room is too hot and dark, so Schmitt suggests humming or singing as a distraction. He starts chanting Hebrew verses from the Torah, which leads Schmitt to realize Grayson is studying for his bar mitzvah. Unfortunately, the scans show the teen has severe colitis.

Over at Amelia’s apartment, Kai is cooking and asks her host to go for a walk to talk after eating. Kai’s meal reminds Amelia that there won’t be Sunday dinners with Mer and Maggie anymore. She complains that Maggie cooks those meals and gives her enough leftovers to last her through half a week, so now she won’t have food. Amelia discusses her history of spiraling when people leave and how she pulls away from people she loves, starts fights, and can’t sleep. Kai knows Amelia loves her sisters and that it is a big change. They affirm that it is okay to be sad, and Amelia says she isn’t sad with Kai around.

Back at Grey Sloan Memorial, Bailey finds Mika and orders the intern to watch her cell phone under strict instructions to not answer unless the caller ID is Ben or a Grey Sloan Memorial number. Lucas sees the ordeal and tells Mika that if she doesn’t screw it up, she can watch Bailey’s tablet next. His joke will come back to bite him in the second hour. Over in Grayson’s room, Richard tells his patient that he hasn’t been taking his medications. Grayson assures the doctors he does take them, but Richard reveals his urine results say otherwise. The teen admits to stopping his medications because the pills made him tired, gave him dry eyes, and even caused him to faint. Richard starts yelling at Grayson for not following instructions and making bad decisions that have now led him to needing surgery. Richard’s behavior is unwarranted, even though it does get his point across. Grayson begs to not have surgery. Blue follows in Richard’s steps and tells Grayson the truth about his situation and treats him like an adult.

UNPOPULAR OPINIONS

Owen and Link are looking at William’s X-rays on a computer, but the latter keeps getting distracted by texting with Jo. They find William has a broken arm and a busted spleen, but Link isn’t paying much attention. He can't make a move on Jo because he isn’t sure she feels the same way. Owen has no opinion, especially because the last person he talked to about relationship advice was Winston, and now Maggie is moving across the country. 

In Nola’s room, Simone and Jules question why Viv is the patient’s only emergency contact. Viv says they are platonic soulmates. When the interns leave the room, Simone goes on a rant about why Jules has a problem with marriage. She is insulted since she is about to get married herself. Jules assures Simone that she doesn’t care what her choice is, and then Nola starts crashing. Maggie arrives to help, as the interns start bagging her. The attending determines Nola has cardiac tamponade from the tumor causing fluid around her heart. They need to relieve the pressure with a needle, and Maggie lets Simone do the procedure while guiding her through it. Simone gets the fluid out, so Nola stabilizes. Maggie knows the fluid will build up again, so she transfers Nola to the CCU and pages Winston for backup.

Downstairs, William hears Bailey’s phone buzzing in Mika’s pocket while he is being transported to the OR. He thinks Rose is calling, which is quite funny. Mika picks up the phone and yells at the person on the other line for harassing her. Turns out, it is Bailey’s optometrist calling to inform her that Tuck’s new glasses are ready to be picked up. Elsewhere, Schmitt checks in on Grayson, who wants to know if Richard will still be his doctor after yelling at him. Schmitt says, “Of course!” Grayson reveals he is being bullied at school. Schmitt comforts him by saying he tried to be normal for a while, but he wound up liking himself a lot more when he stopped. Grayson decides he is ready to have the surgery after connecting with Schmitt.

Maggie is looking at Nola’s scans in a room when Winston arrives to assist on the case. He is surprised Maggie is still there, and she says she pushed her flight until the following day and quips that she is still his boss until the end of the day. She knows they don’t have a lot of time to fix Nola’s heart, and Winston notices on the scans that the tumor is shaped like a heart. Maggie is concerned about the tumor being too close to the arteries. Winston suggests an aggressive approach, and Maggie counters that they could use a bovine patch. He agrees that could yield lower margins, and they decide to go with Maggie’s plan. She wants the surgery to be just the two of them without interns to help.

SUPPORT SYSTEM

At home, Amelia and Kai lie in bed with the former crying from the start of her spiral. Amelia is sorry that she is “crying like someone died” when they hardly see each other, but she is glad Kai is there. She continues to say that she has hidden parts of herself in every relationship and is happy to be her whole self in this one. Kai pumps up Amelia’s spirits by listing all the great things she is, like a badass surgeon, amazing mom, loving sister, devoted friend, tackling her sobriety, and being an inspiration. Kai feels Amelia is a queen, not a queen of spirals.

In the OR gallery, Jules and Simone watch Nola’s surgery. Simone talks about married female surgeons who have great careers, and Jules moves over a few seats to avoid the conversation. Down below, Maggie and Winston remove the whole tumor, which makes Nola crash. As her blood pressure soars, Jules asks over the intercom why they aren’t doing anything. Nola’s blood pressure stabilizes, and Winston explains that Nola’s heart wasn’t used to all the space in her chest without the tumor and had to stabilize itself. Maggie and Winston move onto the second stage of the surgery: putting Nola on bypass so they can reconstruct her chest. 

William’s surgery also goes well, and the doctors feel he will fully recover. After the surgery, the whole team gives William the good news. William is bummed because Rose dumped him after hearing what he did. He thought she was the love of his life. Owen tells the story of how he and Teddy were friends before getting married. It took years to get together, but he knew when they met that he wanted her in his life. William wants to know what took them so long to get together, and Owen replies that their timing was never right, but their friendship outlasted all their separate relationships. One day, Owen realized Teddy was the one when she was constantly popping into his mind, so he hopped on a plane to Germany and told her how he felt. Owen tells William that if he knows he wants Rose in his life, then he should try again. After hearing Owen’s story, William doesn’t believe Rose is the one for him anymore. Teddy overhears the whole thing from outside the room and smiles, while Link excuses himself and runs out.

Back in the OR, Grayson’s surgery isn’t going well because his whole colon is inflamed. Richard is upset because they had Grayson’s disease under control for years. Blue chastises the kid’s decision making skills, and Schmitt asks him if he remembers what it was like being thirteen and assures the younger doctor that Grayson knows how stupid he was. Schmitt continues to say that no teen listens to their parents and Grayson has spent a whole year working his butt off to become a man. He tells Blue that being a good doctor, parent, or mentor means listening to what the other person needs. In the other OR, Winston no longer thinks the bovine patch will work, so comes up with an idea to use part of an artery from Nola’s body. Maggie thinks they can do it and knows they are Nola’s only option. They get to work, and Winston’s plan is a success. The gallery and OR staff clap when the surgery is complete.

Elsewhere, Mika complains to Lucas about watching Bailey’s phone. She wants Lucas to throw it in the toilet, and when it vibrates one too many times, Lucas takes it and throws it in a garbage can. They are relieved until the phone rings again and vibrates louder in the metal can. Mika retrieves it right as Bailey arrives. With a shocked look on her face, Bailey asks, “What on Earth are you doing?” Mika asks Bailey to turn her phone off, and when she takes the phone back, Bailey sees that she has 248 missed calls in a few short hours.

Maggie and Winston go to the waiting room to tell Viv that Nola is alive and in the ICU. They explain that she will have a long recovery and the whole tumor was removed. Viv thought Nola was dead and knew Maggie was the person to help. For the first time, Maggie quickly says that it was teamwork and she couldn’t have done it without Winston. It might be a little too late to give him the credit he deserves, but it’s nice to see Maggie grow and realize she was wrong.

Richard examines Grayson after his surgery. The teen didn’t think it would be a big deal to skip taking his medications. Richard has calmed down and reflects on remembering Grayson’s diagnosis like it was yesterday. They reminisce about the boy being worried about missing ice cream cake at school the first time they met, and Richard says he looks forward to seeing what is next for him. He asks Grayson to not make decisions that put his future at risk because it is frustrating for those who care about him. Richard also apologizes for appearing mad earlier because he isn’t mad. Grayson also apologizes, and Richard wants him to tell him if anything is off once he is healed that way they can solve it together.

Owen finds Teddy in an elevator at the end of the night. She believes that Owen really went for his two favorite things in his speech to William: proving her wrong and getting laid. Owen claims he was only trying to help his patient, and then coyly asked if his speech worked. Teddy asks him if he saw Link’s reaction as proof. Owen knows that, but wants to know if the second part of Teddy’s belief worked. Teddy replies that his mom is watching the kids for the night, so they leave the hospital together for some alone time. At the end of the night, Simone continues to go on about married female surgeons to Jules to prove that marriage isn’t a distraction. She does, however, think that the wedding itself is a big pain because she has no time in her schedule for planning or getting dress measurements. Jules decides to take the measurements for her, and Simone is thankful for the help and says she owes Jules a drink.

Link has decided to tell Jo how he feels and practices a speech out loud at home. He muses that he should have written a song instead. Jo calls him crying about something being wrong with Luna. The daycare workers think Luna has a problem with her hearing and needs to be checked out. Link says he will come to her, but Jo tells him to stay since they are heading home. When he gets off the phone, the camera pans out to show Link had set up a romantic table spread with lots of candles and flower arrangements. The shot turns to show the whole apartment is filled with candles and flowers. Link decides to clear the beautiful display and puts all the flowers in a garbage bag, as he must think it isn’t the right time when Jo is so upset. It was a lovely scene that quickly turned south, and everyone wants to give Link a hug.

Back at Grey Sloan Memorial, Bailey has Pru in a stroller, and Ben picks them up in the lobby. Bailey declares they are not going home because she has gotten them a rental. A photo of Tuck at school was sent to her phone and that same number called her 40 times that day, which changed her mind: she agrees with Ben about their safety issue. She wants to take the kids out of school for a few days and change her phone number and email address. In another display of support, the interns sample wedding cakes together while sitting on gurneys.

Maggie walks out of the hospital, and Winston stops her to talk. He says she picked a good way to go out, and Maggie replies that she couldn’t have done it without him, nor would she have figured out a lot of things in life without him. She says that he challenges and inspires her and she also loves his surgical skills. They go back home together, make out, and have one last tryst before she leaves.

Meanwhile, Kai and Amelia are in bed. They both had a great day, and Amelia asks Kai not to go back to Minnesota. Kai replies that they aren’t because they have been offered the opportunity to open and run a lab in London with triple the staff they currently have. They wanted to tell Amelia earlier, but waited since Amelia was so sad. Kai has already accepted the offer and is going, which makes Amelia cry to end the first hour.

LAST DAY... FOR REAL, THIS TIME

The second hour opens the following morning with Winston waking up before Maggie and getting out of bed. Maggie provides this episode’s voiceover instead of Mer, which is a nice touch. Over at the intern house, Lucas got up early and made breakfast for himself and Simone, which impresses her. Mika flies into the kitchen to declare it’s time to leave for work. Amelia and Kai arrive at the hospital, and Kai reiterates that they have been offered an incredible opportunity. They feel that they should leave based on Amelia’s attitude. Amelia replies that she is feeling abandoned and will still let Kai use the lab at Grey Sloan Memorial for the day.

The scene cuts back to Winston and Maggie’s place, where Winston has made coffee for them. Maggie wakes up and says she misses their bed. Winston talks about how they work in sync, communicate well, know what each other needs, and work great together when they are in the OR together. Maggie thinks they should be able to do all that outside the OR all the time too. She finally asks Winston to come with her to Chicago, where they can find a marriage counselor and a job for him. Winston doesn’t want her to get him a job. He is earning respect in Seattle and doesn’t want her to go. He believes they still have enough good between them to fight for their marriage, so he proposes that Maggie stays in Seattle and fight for their relationship. Maggie reiterates that she has the opportunity of a lifetime. Winston says he is steady and committed because he has worked hard to not be like his father. He argues that Maggie’s birth mom is Ellis Grey, so her genius is baked into Maggie and other opportunities will arise. He thinks Maggie also has to work hard to not be like her mother. He hopes Maggie will stay and leaves her to her thoughts. 

Teddy arrives at work and sees Bailey and Pru in the lounge. Bailey tells Teddy that she got her family settled in a rental property for the time being. Teddy says she has upped the amount of security in daycare too. Bailey has decided to take Pru out of daycare due to the increased risk and will take her adorable daughter on rounds with her.

Outside at the coffee cart, Blue tells Jules that she looks terrible, and Jules responds that she hasn’t slept for two days. Blue wants out of pediatrics because he is tired of babysitting. When he gets paged to the pit, Blue leaves the line and practically runs into Amelia and Maggie, who are walking towards the cart. Maggie tells Amelia that Winston called her Ellis, but not in a mean way, and that he asked her to stay. Amelia doesn’t get how being called Ellis isn’t starting a war. She thinks she is like Winston and Kai is Maggie right now, so she doesn’t know whose side to be on. Amelia reveals Kai’s big move and is extra upset because Kai’s visit made her fall even more in love with them. Maggie thinks she might have done the same thing to Winston last night. Amelia rambles about wanting to matter and not being able to go to London since she has Scout. Maggie wants to know if Winston thinks she is cold like Ellis, and Amelia assures her that she’s the opposite and not like Ellis. Maggie wants to know if Amelia can give Kai the same support she is giving her, but Amelia doesn’t think she is capable of it. In an emotional moment, Amelia tells Maggie to go and be happy. As they hug, Amelia is clearly as emotional as the audience is when seeing the love these two sisters have for each other.

At Grey Sloan Memorial, Owen and Mika wait in the ambulance bay for an incoming trauma. He notices Mika has two different shoes on, which are also untied. The ambulance arrives with their new patient, Lindsey, who fell in the shower. They page Amelia due to a prior cervical fracture, which the paramedics think may have happened again. In the clinic, Simone and Lucas examine their female patient, Toby. She has lost sensation in her arm for her last few menstrual cycles and now has discharge from her nipple. Simone asks Lucas to get her a pen light as an excuse to get him out of the room to make Toby more comfortable. Toby thanks her and says she also switched birth control pills a few months ago. She can’t have leakage when trying to make a name for herself as a young lawyer, and Simone is sympathetic and wants to help.

Winston and Jules check in on Nola and find that Viv stayed by her friend’s side all night. Nola’s labs and vitals look great, so Winston thinks she can get out of the ICU today. Viv wants to know where Maggie is, so Winston explains that she is leaving tonight and Nola is in excellent hands. Nola wakes up and can’t talk, which causes Viv to freak out.

NEW STRUGGLES

Owen, Amelia, and Jules put Lindsey in a halo to stabilize her neck. X-rays show that the fall caused the metal from her previous spinal fusion to compress her C1 and C2 vertebrae at the top of her neck. Lindsey talks about her connective tissue disorder, which has caused bad injuries in the past. Amelia thinks the traction should keep Lindsey’s neck stable for the time being. Lindsey’s brother, Carlton, runs into the trauma room and wants to be added to her HIPAA forms since he is her primary caretaker. She tells him that she slipped in the shower, and Carlton is mad since she is supposed to sit while showering. Amelia orders a full spinal CT scan.

Upstairs, Nola has a massive blood clot around her jugular vein that needs to be fixed immediately. Winston and Jules don’t have time to get her to the OR, so they have to do the procedure in the ICU. He kicks Viv out of the room. They find that the anastomosis is leaking, so Winston cuts into Nola’s neck and rips the clot out. With it removed, it is now safe to bring Nola to the OR.

Downstairs, Bailey assigns Lucas to babysit Pru and get her a snack in the cafeteria. She tells him that Pru is not allowed to have candy, and he needs to ask Schmitt for work that doesn’t involve patients. Bailey declares that since Lucas is a Shepherd, he should know how to keep one girl out of trouble for a few hours since he is from a large family. Pru walks right over to Lucas and grabs his hand with a big smile on his face. Lucas reluctantly agrees to babysit.

It’s a pleasant surprise when Catherine walks into Richard’s office. She is at the hospital for some routine labs, but she doesn’t want Richard to go with her. Richard is upset that he hasn’t talked to Maggie since their pseudo-fight, and he hopes she doesn’t leave without saying goodbye. Catherine assures her husband that his daughter will come around because she is family.

Schmitt checks in on Grayson, who is tired of eating broth and wants real food. His cousins are arriving in Seattle for a visit, as today was supposed to be Grayson’s bar mitzvah. His parents try to tell him it is okay that they have to reschedule and leave to pick up the family members at the airport. Then, Jo brings Luna to the hospital for an audiology appointment. Jo starts to freak out, and Link shows up right on cue for support. Jo is surprised, and Link says he moved his consult to be there for her.

Amelia, Owen, and Mika do a CT scan on Lindsey, and Amelia explains that bone spurs can sometimes occur after healing from spinal fusion. They discuss how Lindsey’s connective tissue disorder presents differently in every patient. The scans reveal that Lindsey is allergic to the metal that was used to originally stabilize her spine, which means they can’t do a normal spinal fusion as planned.

BRIGHT EYES

Schmitt has come up with a great idea to help Grayson, and Blue tags along to present it to Teddy. They ask the chief of surgery if they can throw Grayson’s bar mitzvah in the hospital chapel and lobby, which they will set up themselves. Schmitt uses the argument that Greyson’s great-grandfather is visiting and won’t be in town for long, so it is perfect timing to keep the ceremony on the same day it was originally planned. Teddy agrees, which excites Schmitt.

Lucas and Pru find Simone after getting some brownies. They are surprised Maggie is at work when she isn’t supposed to be. Simone tells Maggie about Toby and how she thinks she found a lump. Maggie instructs the intern to get a biopsy. Another intern gets a mentoring lesson when Winston teaches Jules how to fix Nola in the OR. Jules is unsure how the clot happened, so Winston explains that any sudden increase in pressure could cause the anastomosis to burst open even if they did everything perfectly. He allows Jules to sew the graft and instructs her to use small, evenly spaced stitches.

Amelia finds Kai in the lab and asks if they can pretend everything is fine between them for a minute. She brings Kai to see Lindsey after they come up with a brilliant plan. They tell Lindsey that they want to 3D print a new piece of “bone” out of stem cells to stabilize her neck and allow her to move again. The cutting-edge neurosurgery is essentially making a piece of coral to fuse the vertebrae. Carlton thinks the procedure is too risky. Lindsey explains that she fell while shaving her legs when she bent over the wrong way. She had a date, which is why she was standing to shave. She doesn’t want to constantly be reminded of her disability anymore by Carlton and tells the doctors to do the surgery.

Lucas helps Blue and Schmitt set up Greyson’s bar mitzvah in the lobby. Mika passes through, and Schmitt asks her to help too. He is looking for a DJ in the hospital. Mika brags about her surgery with Amelia and Kai and goes to take a 20 minute power nap while Lindsey’s new vertebra is printing. In the audiology waiting room, Jo is worried that Luna has a tumor, virus, or worse. Link assures her it will be fine and doesn’t want her to panic. He suggests taking it one step at a time. Jo asks Link to come in for the appointment when Luna is called back.

MENTORS

Maggie helps guide Simone through Toby’s biopsy and lets the intern do the entire procedure. Maggie thinks the lump is suspicious based on the ultrasound, but wants to see what the labs say. Toby says that breast cancer is not in her life plan and doesn’t know how this is happening when she goes to the doctor regularly. Maggie assures Toby that the lump is small and might have been missed at her last exam. She also tells the patient that loving her job is a beautiful thing that makes her passionate. Maggie says Toby is not wrong for that and is not being punished because she has lots of options. She knows Toby has a good chance when finding something early, so she will be okay. After leaving the room, Simone tells Maggie that if it is cancer, she can’t be the one to tell Toby. Maggie encourages Simone that she can do the tough task because she connects with patients, which makes them trust her. Maggie tells Simone how her mom died of breast cancer and that she’s really missing her right now. She hopes she is doing her mom proud, and Simone replies that Maggie is one of the best teachers she has ever had and hopes to learn from her again. 

Elsewhere, Owen tells Kai that Lindsey is lucky to have them in town when she fell. Amelia and Kai disagree about their patient being oppressed by love, which is really just a conversation about their own relationship. In the lobby, Schmitt puts up a sign that says, “It’s a boy!” Lucas “loses” Pru and freaks out, but he doesn’t see the toddler hiding behind a desk in the lobby. Owen comes to the lobby to find Mika, and Blue lies about not knowing where she is. He says he can scrub in if Owen is looking for an intern and goes to operate.

Winston and Jules tell Viv that Nola is okay and will remain in the ICU. Viv thanks them for saving Nola twice. Jules is glad Winston is staying and wants to be on his service a lot to learn from him. We then see Maggie walk into Richard’s office while yelling about not apologizing for being ambitious. However, he is not there, and she finds Catherine there instead. Maggie talks about Winston calling her Ellis, and Catherine reveals she didn’t really know Maggie’s birth mom. Catherine recounts that Ellis didn’t have enough time for friendships or comradery, but she did save a lot of lives. She knows that Maggie is more than Ellis’ pure ambition and lists all the great qualities about her step-daughter, which Maggie realizes she got from Richard. Catherine tells Maggie that there isn’t a day that goes by where Richard doesn’t think that he and Ellis could have overcome their fears and been together. Maggie wishes she had known Richard longer as her animosity washes away.

Schmitt goes back to Greyson’s room, where the teen asks for solid food again. The chief resident has something better for him and says that since all his family is there, they shouldn’t postpone Greyson’s bar mitzvah and will throw it at the hospital. Greyson shoots down the idea instantly, which dismays Schmitt.

MISSING OUT

Mika’s alarm goes off while she is sleeping in an on-call room, and she runs off toward the operating wing. In the OR, Owen asks Amelia if she is ready for the fusion. He knows she is angry and doesn’t want it to affect their patient. Amelia tells Owen and Blue about Kai leaving, and Owen spots Mika scrubbing in while she is talking. He slightly shakes his head at her to silently tell her not to join them. I feel bad for Mika, but she is causing her own problems by burning the candle at both ends.

Unfortunately, Simone tells Toby that the biopsy shows that she has breast cancer. Toby doesn’t know what to do, and Simone tells her that there are options and she knows what to do. While Toby cries, Maggie watches from outside as Simone stays with her patient. Luna’s appointment doesn’t go much better. The audiologist mistakes Link and Jo for a married couple. She explains that premature babies have an increased risk of later complications and thinks that Luna has progressive hearing loss. She wants to run another test, but Jo zones out with tears in her eyes and doesn’t hear everything that is being said.

Greyson argues with Schmitt about his bar mitzvah. He wanted to show his family and friends how proud he is to be Jewish and doesn’t feel like he can do it in the hospital. Schmitt tells him things can’t always happen the way you want them to, which is also part of becoming a man. He suggests Greyson have a joint bar mitzvah with his great-grandfather, who didn’t get to do his bar mitzvah as a boy in Germany. Greyson likes the idea, and they go to the hospital’s chapel. We get a great montage of the double bar mitzvah, where Greyson and his great-grandfather both do readings. All of Greyson’s family and friends are in attendance, as is Schmitt.

At night outside the hospital, Maggie tells Winston she heard Nola is doing well. Winston recalls crushing it in the OR today and wishes Maggie was there to see it. She tells Winston that he has nothing to prove to her. Maggie goes on to say that she thought about everything he said and realized that Ellis staying with her husband made her bitter. Ellis was ambitious beforehand, but became cold when she stayed in Seattle, which made everyone miserable. She says her adopted mom did the same thing. Neither mom followed their hearts or guts and didn’t bet on themselves. They stayed for peace and to make others happy. Maggie’s heart is in her work, which doesn’t make her cold. She also admits that she doesn’t think Winston is a coward and that she believes they did the best they could and neither is to blame for things falling apart. She says, “I love you, but I have to go.” Winston nods and says that he loves her too, but he has to stay. They hold hands in resolve to cap the tender reconciliation. 

SEE YOU SOON, MAGGIE!

Amelia and Owen tell Carlton that Lindsey’s surgery went great and she will be okay. Carlton talks about following his sister everywhere as a kid and now he lives next door to her. He wants to do whatever it takes to take care of her, which the doctors understand. Carlton also knows Lindsey wants and needs independence, but he still wants to fix her. Afterwards, Owen tells Amelia she should talk to Teddy because Kai would be a good fit at the hospital.

At the bar mitzvah lobby celebration, Jules tells Blue he did a good job on the decorations as a slant and brags about her surgery with Winston. Blue fights back with his spinal fusion, and Mika comes over to declare he stole the surgery from her and that she is coming for him. Owen goes up to Mika and tells her to get her act together and that she will be out of the OR for the next week. 

Maggie finds Richard at the party and is happy for a chance to talk. Richard explains that he was caught off guard by her impending departure and knows she has every right to pursue her career. Maggie is happy to have his support, and Richard gives her a very sweet gift. Maggie opens it to reveal a business card rack that is a miniature version of the bench where he learned he had a daughter and his life forever changed. It is the single most loving moment in years on this show, and the scene is heart wrenching.  Richard asks Maggie to remember him when she looks at the mini bench, and Maggie assures him that she doesn’t need a bench to remember him. They hug to cap the beautiful moment. We see Lucas get himself and Pru some punch, only to find his charge dancing with Blue. All the doctors are now partying in the lobby. Richard tells Schmitt that the bar mitzvah is great and that he should consider a career in pediatrics because he connects with kids and cares, which is rare.

As they leave the hospital, Link tries to show Jo a brochure about invisible hearing aids to show her it isn’t as scary as it seems. Jo shuts him down by saying it is extremely scary and that she is trying to balance out the doom clock in her head. She is worried Luna is going deaf and doesn’t care about technology when her girl has been through enough already; she shouldn’t have to go through this too. She needs to wrap her head around it all before she can accept Link as her cheerleader. But Jo thanks him for being there.

Amelia finds Kai and tells them London is too far for a long distance relationship. She talked to Teddy, who is expecting extra research funding. Kai could work at Grey Sloan Memorial and not leave. Kai tells Amelia that their relationship works so well because they are long distance and Amelia's two paths of mother and partner don’t overlap. They say that since they revealed the big news, every moment has been about Amelia instead of their accomplishment. Kai feels it is about both of them being at very different places in their lives. Kai says, “I love you, but...” and Amelia cuts them off to say, “That’s what people say before they abandon you.” It doesn’t seem like this relationship is going to work out, which is a huge surprise.

Catherine finds Richard at the lobby bar mitzvah party and tells him the tests went okay, which she promises is the truth. Richard hates that Mer and Maggie left and can’t fathom losing his wife too. Catherine hopes to be around for a long time and wants to dance with Richard right now. Maggie grabs her bags and catches an elevator in the lobby to leave. She smiles at Richard and Catherine from across the hall as a final farewell. Inside the elevator, she imagines both of her moms standing next to her knowing that she isn’t either of them and making her own path. Even though Maggie is leaving Grey Sloan Memorial, she will be back for the finale and might pop in for a visit from time to time.

Thursday, April 20, 2023

Grey’s Anatomy 19x13 Recap: “Cowgirls Don’t Cry” (Fighting Words) [Contributor: Julia Siegel]


“Cowgirls Don’t Cry”
Original Airdate: April 6, 2023

If you are looking for something happy and fun, you are in the wrong place because this episode of Grey’s Anatomy is the opposite. You may or may not agree with what occurs in the two main storylines involving the final implosion of Maggie and Winston’s marriage and a young rodeo bull rider nearly trampled to death who wants to keep riding. While there are two bright spots, with Lucas showing his medical chops and Link and Jo maybe taking a step toward becoming a couple, there isn’t much to smile about by the end of the hour.

SEARCHING FOR THE ANSWER

The episode opens with Maggie and Winston at their first marriage therapy appointment, which they have sorely needed for months. Maggie is worried she will say the wrong thing, so the therapist assures her that there are no wrong answers in the session. The therapist asks them to say one thing they love and appreciate about each other. Maggie says Winston is kind, and Winston says he loves that Maggie came to the appointment because that means she admits they need help communicating. He also appreciates how hard she works, but Maggie takes it as a slight.

Link goes into Jo’s bedroom and finds her still in bed even though they are supposed to leave for work. He got the kids dressed and ready for the day, but Jo says she feels awful and needs sleep. Link volunteers to take the kids to daycare and leaves. We then see Ben driving Bailey to work. He has the day off and is taking two extra trips to spend more time with Bailey and secretly make sure she is safe, since he is extra worried about her safety after the protestor attack. When they arrive at the clinic, they see that the security perimeter has been extended around the entrance and extra officers are on duty, which makes Bailey feel safe. 

Before going to work, Mika goes to a donation center to give plasma for $75. However, the nurse says she is three pounds underweight and can’t donate. At the hospital, Schmitt video calls Carlos and asks to meet up if he has a break. Carlos reveals he is in Phoenix for his next job. He didn’t tell Schmitt he was leaving because he felt Schmitt was more interested in alone time in on-call rooms than talking. Carlos tells Schmitt to let him know if he is ever in Phoenix, which leaves Schmitt heartbroken.

The interns, minus Lucas, are walking through the halls of the hospital, and Simone is trying to find a maid of honor. She sort of asks Jules, but the latter doesn’t think she would be good at it. Lucas rushes in and asks Simone why she left him behind. Simone, Blue, and Mika all say that Lucas is always running late and that’s why he misses the group carpool. Mika grabs a donut out of a box thrown in the trash when she thinks no one can see her to gain weight, but Teddy sees her and is perplexed. Amelia comes up to Teddy as she hangs up her cell phone and asks if she is having a bad morning. Teddy didn’t realize part of her job is to be a reference for other doctors that hospitals want to poach. She is getting tons of calls about Maggie due to her article. Amelia doesn’t think Maggie would leave Grey Sloan Memorial, but she does look worried.

Owen is running the ER and in charge of the five main interns for the day. A trauma case is coming via the helipad, and Owen selects Blue to help him. The other interns are mad that they don’t get to help. A man named Seth comes stumbling into the ER asking for help, so Simone and Lucas run to claim him as their patient. Blue and Owen go to help a rodeo rider who was stomped on by a 1,000-pound bull. The medivac arrives with Georgia, a young woman who is very injured from the trampling. 

Back in the therapy session, Maggie reveals she has gotten lots of offers from other hospitals, which she gets any time she publishes an article. She talks about wanting to be part of a research project in Chicago to make artificial hearts. Maggie thinks it would be great, but Winston is against it. She wants to consider the offer, but Winston states he already moved across the country once for her and since Maggie lost all respect for him, he doesn’t want to move again. Maggie gets paged to help with Georgia, which annoys Winston. He is mad because he waited weeks for Maggie to agree to help and now she’s going to walk out in the middle of their counseling session. She sternly states that she is on-call for traumas, shows him the page for proof, and abruptly leaves.

SOLVING PROBLEMS ONE STEP AT A TIME

Link took the kids to daycare and decided to take a personal day himself in order to be with Jo, figuring she would want the company. He brought her a latte and little donuts with pink frosting, which are her favorite. He knows she isn’t fine, and Jo still insists she is sick. Link disagrees and thinks Jo’s body aches are so she will rest and stay in bed. Link continues to make his case for most supportive man ever, and I found myself wondering why Link and Jo aren’t a couple yet every time they were on screen in this episode.

Back at Grey Sloan Memorial, Richard is examining Seth with Lucas and Simone watching. Seth says he has intestinal pain and came to Grey Sloan Memorial because it is the best hospital. Richard orders labs and a CT scan. In a trauma room, Owen, Amelia, and Blue are trying to help Georgia when Maggie arrives with Jules in tow. The worst of the injuries are a torn liver, unstable spinal fractures, and a massive hematoma in her chest. Georgia, who we learn is a teenager, asks them not to tell her parents because they freak out when she has bad injuries. The doctors are surprised to learn she has sustained severe injuries from bull riding before, and they argue over the best course of treatment. Amelia knows that without spinal surgery, Georgia will be paralyzed. Maggie doesn’t think she can operate on the hematoma because it will rupture. Amelia isn’t sure she can do her surgery if Maggie doesn’t do hers because it is too risky, which puts them at an impasse.

Elsewhere in the ER, Mika checks on an elderly woman who is coughing and has wheezing in her left lung. The intern orders a chest X-ray, but the patient declines because she can’t afford it. She doesn’t have medical benefits from her job and can’t afford health insurance. Mika is worried that her patient has pneumonia and can’t tell if it is serious without imaging. The patient says she can barely afford antibiotics, so Mika asks her to stay while she tries to get help.

Schmitt goes over to Joe’s Bar to complain to Helm about Carlos leaving without telling him. He feels that he was used for sex and doesn’t get why Carlos essentially ghosted him. Helm understands Carlos’ side and knows what the interns say about Schmitt. She doesn’t think he is the nice guy that he thinks he is and feels Schmitt might have been the one using Carlos.

Back at Grey Sloan Memorial, Georgia’s parents arrive, so Owen, Amelia, and Maggie go over her injuries with them. They feel the safest option is to monitor Georgia in the ICU and not do any surgeries. Owen explains that Georgia might not walk again, but she will live. The parents understand the hematoma could rupture at any moment and decide to do the spinal surgery against medical advice because they want to save Georgia’s ability to ride again.

Richard and Lucas look at Seth’s scans, and the intern immediately says nothing is wrong. Richard tells Lucas that he is looking at it too quickly and needs to sit with the images longer and take a deeper look, which will come in handy later on. Simone finds out that Seth has been to five ERs in the past three weeks and left all with scripts for pain medication. The three doctors confront Seth about his history of drug use, which they also found in the records from the other hospitals. Seth says he doesn’t have a problem and explains he used Adderall back in the day to help him with his job. He didn’t tell them because he didn’t want the doctors to write him off and insists he doesn’t use the pills anymore. The scans come back clean, and Richard tells Seth he talked to the doctors at the other hospitals, who also didn’t find anything wrong. Richard is willing to do one more round of tests, but if nothing is wrong, he will discharge Seth. Lucas suggests sitting on the scans a little longer, but Richard doesn’t want to take his own advice.

LISTEN TO YOUR INTUITION

Georgia is prepped and ready for surgery in the OR. Before they begin, Amelia asks Maggie why she didn’t tell her about the job offers. Maggie brushes it off, saying she gets plenty of offers when she publishes articles. Amelia says it doesn’t matter where Maggie is, but rather what she is doing. She suggests that Maggie doesn’t have to move to do the next big thing because Teddy and Richard can get her whatever she needs to do it in Seattle. Maggie says nothing and gives no type of response to her sister.

Downstairs, Lucas bounces ideas about Seth off Simone. She says the second round of labs came back negative and wants to discharge him. Lucas fights to keep Seth admitted, as his gut is telling him something is wrong with Seth and the patient is telling the truth. He asks Simone to have his back just this once since he always has her back. Simone reluctantly agrees to help him go down the rabbit hole.

In the OR gallery, Mika asks Teddy about her patient who can’t afford a chest X-ray and if it would be possible to get it pro-bono. Teddy tells her to bring it to accounting and fill out the proper paperwork, but it might take a day to get approved. Mika argues that she can’t wait that long, and Teddy sternly tells her that they cannot break the rules for even one patient. The intern states that she just wants to take care of her patient and isn’t looking for a handout. Mika also explains that she was eating a donut from the trash to gain weight in order to donate plasma because she too is broke. Teddy kindly says that she keeps protein bars in her office and Mika can take them whenever she wants. Down below, the doctors can’t believe Georgia’s parents approved the spinal surgery against their advice. Maggie asks everyone to stop bickering so they can all focus while Amelia begins to repair Georgia’s broken vertebrae.

As Simone and Lucas walk through the halls talking about what could be wrong with Seth, they are stopped by Schmitt, who tries to be friendly and ask how they are and what they are up to. The interns don’t know how to react and start explaining everything about their patient. They request more time to study the case. Schmitt immediately goes off on them and demands they discharge Seth and not question Richard again. Bailey overhears the encounter and realizes that Schmitt is acting just like she did when she was chief resident in a fun full-circle moment.

We then get to check back in on Jo and Link, who are lying in bed. Jo wants to go to GSM to check in on Tia and her baby, but Link assures her that he already did and both of them are fine. He tells Jo that she needs a day off after such a traumatic experience. Jo doesn’t understand why it is so hard for her to rest and wants to know how Link knew she wasn’t sick before she realized it and how he knows her favorite donut. Link simply replies that when you know someone for a long time, you start to notice things over time. He tries to make Jo feel better by telling her how he finds it hard to rest because he associates resting with misery due to listening to his parents fight through his bedroom walls when he was stuck in there while fighting cancer as a child. Jo thinks Link has trouble resting when he is not taking care of someone else because he learned to take emotional care of the people who were trying to take care of him. She thinks when he isn’t taking care of someone else, he doesn’t feel safe and that makes him anxious. Link thinks Jo can’t rest because she never had anyone take care of her and she stays busy all the time to compensate for that. When she is still, she feels the pain of not having anyone. They both hit the nail on the head, and the scene ends with a nice moment. Jo wants to nap, but she doesn’t want Link to leave. He brushes a strand of hair behind Jo’s ear and lays down next to her.

Lucas and Simone look at Seth’s scans and aren’t getting anywhere. Lucas juggles a soccer ball with his feet to help him unwind. Simone is happy to learn something new about him and reveals that she wants to get married without pomp and circumstance. She thinks it is sweet that Trey is a romantic and wants to make their wedding a moment they will always remember, but that doesn’t matter to her. Her words give Lucas an idea: he realizes the scans are frozen moments in time. He rearranges the images in chronological order on the screen to see if there are any small differences between each moment.

In the OR, Georgia’s hematoma bursts, causing her to instantly crash. Maggie says they have to flip her now to stop the bleeding immediately, but Georgia’s spine is still exposed. Amelia doesn’t want to leave it open, but has no choice. When they flip her over, Blue starts chest compressions. Maggie gives Blue and Jules instructions to switch on and off cardiac massage duties when she cracks the patient’s chest. Maggie opens Georgia in the front, leaving both sides of the teen wide open. We get a montage of the surgery, Georgia’s parents waiting, Lucas looking at Seth’s scans, and Winston worriedly watching from the gallery. The doctors find the hepatic vein injury just in time as Georgia becomes more acidotic. 

SUGGESTING ANOTHER PATH

Mika gets back to the ER and finds her patient ready to leave after getting antibiotics and an inhaler. She can’t wait around because she has to get to work. She can’t afford to miss a shift. She doesn’t think Mika understands because she is a doctor with a cushy salary. Mika explains that she is a surgical intern making minimal money because the government pays her salary. She goes through all her various debts and talks about selling her blood for money too. She tells her patient that if it was her, she would get the X-ray, and so be it if the bill went to collections because at least she would still be alive. Her impassioned speech convinces her patient to stay and get the chest X-ray after all.

Bailey finds Schmitt in the ER and tells him how people used to call her the Nazi, which he finds very insensitive. Bailey explains that as chief resident, she thought she had to overcompensate and become someone people didn’t like. She realized her idea of herself became out of sync with who she had become. Bailey tells Schmitt that he is no longer an underdog and shouldn’t see himself that way. She tells him to be himself with the interns and bring pleasure and joy and not just be the muscle all the time.

Lucas and Simone have gotten Seth’s scans in order and find slight differences through some of the films. They see flare ups in his intestines and believe a foreign object could be in there. Richard comes in and is very angry that his patient has yet to be discharged. The interns have some explaining to do.

Maggie and Amelia tell Georgia’s mom that her daughter did well in surgery given the circumstances. She is recovering in the ICU, and they want to speak to the mom about Georgia’s bull riding, as they think she should give it up. The mom explains that the male members of the family are all champion riders and Georgia wanted to be like them. When she suffered a crushed trachea, the parents told her no more riding. Georgia became too depressed and couldn’t function, and the mom knows taking away her dream now would kill her. After the mom leaves, Amelia tells Maggie the mother needs to be a parent in this situation. Maggie sees the mom’s point and asks Amelia if her mom could have stopped her from doing drugs, which Amelia admits wouldn’t have happened. 

They see Georgia wake up and pull out her breathing tube in a panic. They rush into her ICU room, and Maggie tries to get the teen to put on an oxygen mask. Georgia wants to know when she can ride again, and Maggie replies that she could be walking in 4-6 weeks. Maggie and Amelia tell her not to go back to the rodeo, but Georgia doesn’t think they would tell her to quit if she was a man. Maggie understands Georgia’s point and switches gears. She understands Georgia’s focus and passion and knows what it is like to be a woman in a man’s world. She asks Georgia to stop fighting their help, and in that moment, I think Amelia knows her sister isn’t sticking around Seattle.

Richard, Lucas, and Simone do a colonoscopy on Seth. They find that he has a toothpick impacted in the wall of his intestine, which has been causing his pain. Richard is shocked that Lucas was right and explains that Seth’s pain will be gone after they remove it. As they remove the toothpick, Richard tells Lucas that he made an incredible save.

HARD TRUTHS

At the end of their shifts, the interns are all in the locker room trading stories about their day. Blue is excited that he had a beating heart in his hand, while Mika proudly says she convinced a patient to get a chest X-ray. Lucas thanks Simone and tells her that he has her back if she needs anything. She immediately takes him up on the offer and asks him to be her man of honor at her wedding because she needs a friend to get through it. Honestly, it’s a terribly cruel gesture when she knows the boy is in love with her. Lucas reluctantly agrees to the role. Schmitt pops in and says he heard all the interns did incredibly today. He invites them out for drinks at Joe’s Bar, and they think there must be a catch. Schmitt tells them to meet him at Joe’s, and the interns decide they are down for free drinks.

At Joe’s Bar, Mika asks Helm if they could use another bartender. Helm says the manager is hiring and will put in a good word for her, but she is concerned about when Mika would sleep. The interns sit at a table with Schmitt and do shots. Lucas reveals his man of honor status, so Schmitt takes the opportunity to be friendly and ask about Simone’s wedding. Blue asks Jules if she wants to get out of there, but Jules is apprehensive about having sex with him. She knows their rule was no feelings, and now she finds Blue hot. Blue says what if he has no feelings, and that’s enough to make Jules crack and leave with him.

Winston finds Maggie and asks if she wants to get take-out. She already ordered food, which makes Winston say, “Of course you already decided.” As he walks off, Maggie calls for him to stop. Maggie starts a monologue blaming Winston for their marital problems by saying, “I need to look at you when I say this. You invited me to dinner with your family and abandoned me when things got tough.” She says Winston left her with his family, which she didn’t like. Maggie continues to say that when someone shows you who they are, believe them the first time. She didn’t want to see that Winston is a person who retreats when things get tough, and he protects himself no matter what it costs anyone else. She feels that a marriage can survive a move to Chicago, but she feels he doesn’t want them to survive. Maggie accuses Winston of taking his love and retreating and states that she is right here and he is gone. She is irked that he couldn’t even think of saying something nice about her at the therapy session. The real kicker comes when Maggie tells Winston that she views his desire to switch specialties as him giving up on conflict and being a coward. She has decided to go to Chicago and use her passion to build hearts to save lives. Winston can, “Stay here and pretend you were the one who was abandoned, but we both know the truth,” Maggie concludes.

On a lighter note, Link picked up the kids from daycare and put Luna to bed to allow Jo to rest. He grabs Scout and brings him over to Jo, who is eating Chinese food on her bed and smiling at how great of a father Link is. Jo admits she is feeling better and clearly wants to say more to Link about her real feelings but chooses not to. The writers are really dragging their inevitable relationship out, and it is agonizing that Jo can’t admit her real feelings to Link.

Richard and Amelia attend an AA meeting at the end of the day. The former looks at his sobriety coin while the latter brings him a coffee and asks about his day. Richard admits he missed a diagnosis and almost lost a patient, but he was bailed out by a Shepherd, which makes Amelia smile. Amelia tells Richard that she is afraid of losing another sister, which appears to be news to Richard too.

The episode ends with Ben waiting for Bailey in the Grey Sloan Memorial parking lot. Someone puts a flier on his windshield, which makes Ben get out of his car to chase the person down. He doesn’t catch the culprit and is shocked to see that the flier has a large photo of Bailey with the words “Baby Killer” written over her face. Their address and Bailey’s personal phone number are also on the paper. Bailey comes out and asks Ben what is wrong. He shows her the flier and says, “We are not fine.” It seems the anti-abortion protestors are now coming after Bailey in a similar fashion to what they have been doing to Addison. Like Ben, we should all be a bit frightened of what is to come for our beloved Miranda Bailey.

Saturday, April 15, 2023

The Flash 9x08 Review: "Partners in Time" (A Magnet for Trouble) [Contributor: Deborah M]


“Partners in Time”
Original Airdate: April 5, 2023

This week on The Flash, we get what’s probably my favorite of these little interlude episodes before another season arc is due to begin. What “Partners in Time” lacks in plotty significance, it makes up for in quirky cuteness and all-around fun. We get echoes of the time loop that opened the season, with Barry and Iris locked into the A-plot together — but while that episode was weighed down in slightly frustrating emotional character stuff, this one’s all silliness and showcases the West-Allen duo being a charming team. Basically, this week is probably a last hurrah before angst barrels down on us for the last half of the season.

LET’S DO THE TIME WARP AGAIN

We start off a hundred years in the future, where an unknown someone is sneaking around the Flash Museum and sets off an alarm while trying to access the weapons vault. Why is there a weapons vault in a publicly accessible museum? Between this and the treadmill that can send you back in time, I’m starting to think that museum was a bad idea.

One April 5, 2023, Barry has finished the baby’s crib seven months ahead of the due date and already stocked the freezer with (adult) Nora’s favorite ice cream. Again, the show seems way too certain that the baby who’s about to be born will be Nora despite being off schedule by three months, which makes me assume this will not be the case. I’m betting it’ll end up being the comics-canon Tornado Twins, but I’m usually wrong about these things so don’t take that bet.

What Barry has also done in preparation of having a child is schedule a mold inspection for STAR Labs, since he’s certain he’ll want to bring an infant to that incredibly dangerous location where everything goes wrong constantly. Just after Barry meets his friends’ worry over handling the inspection on his own by declaring, “I’m the Flash. I’m pretty sure I can handle one mold inspector,” complete with cheesy grin and a farcical camera pan-in, a whole inspection crew arrives. Calling in the mold inspector apparently triggered code enforcement, since the lab has been operating without permits for the entirety of the series. Wow. Sounds illegal.

“What’s a speed lab for, anyway?” the lead inspector asks. Speed, bro. Duh-doy. All the inspectors are weird characters, with a stoner mold guy, an electrical inspector who doesn’t know what a breaker box is, and a nerdy-prim radiation scientist. Iris even says they all seem like characters from a sitcom, and I think it’s meant to be a bit of obfuscation since a whodunnit mystery is coming up and the new characters should all be suspicious, but the episode really doesn’t try all that hard. And that’s just fine.

Things start going wrong when Barry and Iris direct the inspectors out of the speed lab, only for them to end up back in the speed lab. They try to laugh it off as a joke, but another trip out only leads them back in again — this time, an antique grandfather clock that looks brand new is also sitting in the room. Then, after Barry tries zipping to the future to find out how they can escape, everyone’s clothing changes to random historical costumes.

Barry shows back up wearing a knock-off Star Trek: The Next Generation uniform (which Iris says is “Star Wars” — adorable, you little anti-nerd, you) and it’s clear they can no longer pass off what’s going on as a prank. The running joke that is Barry’s secret identity continues as Barry immediately admits to this bunch of absolute strangers he’s the Flash. Granted, he becomes the voice of authority on Weird Time Stuff as soon as he does, so it’s justified in this case.

Our timestuck heroes quickly figure out what’s going on: they’re being trapped by a time magnet, stolen from the weapons vault that the speed lab will become in a hundred years. In the vault, the time magnet would have had a stabilizer to avoid this very thing, but the thief failed to steal the stabilizer along with the magnet so they’re trapped with the rest of them. Thus begins the brief mystery concept of the episode: who’s the thief?

Said mystery lasts through one iffy radiation test before people start turning into statues and the electrical inspector who didn’t know what a breaker box was is revealed to be Lady Chronos, “the greatest thief time has ever known.” Her costume’s dumb as hell, by the way. She’s got clock hands stuck to her forehead.

Anyway, Lady Chronos threatens Iris with the time magnet to get Barry to help her get out, but Barry’s just as stuck as she is and asks how she got there in the first place. She has a “chrono belt” that lets her jump through time to a single location. She used it to go back to 2023, disguise herself as an inspector on the date of STAR Labs’ last inspection before becoming a museum, and backdoor into the vault to swipe the time magnet but, alas, she forgot the stabilizer and got stuck. Now her chrono belt is out of charge and they’re out of options, until Barry offers to use his speed energy to charge the belt.

Lady Chronos returns to 2123 and a wave of reality-fixing glowiness passes through the speed lab, returning everything to normal. The inspectors — including the actual electrical inspector — arrive without any memory of what happened while under the influence of the time magnet. The real electrical inspector is wearing an eyepatch, by the way, which is perhaps the weirdest trait they could’ve given an utterly inconsequential non-character. I’d like to know more about that guy.

After debriefing with Khione and the three of them having dinner together, Iris and Barry spend the denouement eating ice cream at home and contemplating the future. Being trapped in the same time taught Iris a lesson about not only looking at the past and Barry a lesson about not only looking toward the future and the two have decided to pay more attention to the now. I thought that was the same lesson they learned from the time loop but, hey. Learn and learn again, I guess.

Other Things:

  • This episode only raises more questions about STAR Labs’ legitimacy, how they finance stuff, what sort of access the public has...
  • A weird amount of camera attention was paid to the magazine with Barry’s father on the front. Will it play into future episodes? Were they just proud of that prop and the ad for a comically 1990s computer on the back? I guess we’ll see.
  • Iris: “Barry’s not even a funny guy, like, at all.” Since season three, at least.
  • I love Iris giving the radiation inspector the squinty eye when she asks to study Barry’s “quantum biochemistry.”
  • Apparently the Flash museum has unbeatable security. Right, just like STAR Labs security is totally unbeatable.
  • Allegra and Chester once again get their plotline relegated to the Other Things section. They love each other now, yay! The little drama between them was only slightly annoying rather than very annoying like the four-episode-long will-they/won’t-they nonsense at the start of the season.
  • Wait, this inspection is the last one before STAR Labs becomes a museum, so the time for the Flash Museum happening must be coming up really soon. Either that or they only do inspections for dangerous nuclear facilities once every so often in this universe, which doesn’t seem that smart — oh. Yeah, it’s probably that last thing.

Wednesday, April 5, 2023

Grey’s Anatomy 19x12 Recap: “Pick Yourself Up” (Part Two: One Wild Ride) [Contributor: Julia Siegel]


“Pick Yourself Up”
Original Airdate: March 30, 2023

After the horror of watching Addison and Tia get hit by a protestor in a speeding car at the end of last week’s episode, anything is game on Grey’s Anatomy. The conclusion of the two-episode arc is even more fraught than the first as the doctors frantically work to save their own. This two-parter has been an incredible ride and reminded me why we all fell in love with this show in the first place. 

EVERYTHING, EVERYWHERE, ALL AT ONCE

The episode starts at a fast pace where if you blink, you will miss exactly what is going on. Most of what follows is either shown in very quick succession or in long one shots without cuts. Ambulances arrive at the entrance of the clinic to assist with Addison and Tia’s injuries and to help get them over to the ER in the safest manner possible. Richard finds Amelia in the lobby and tells her about Addison. She immediately runs off with a look of shock and horror on her face. Owen, Schmitt, Lucas, Simone, and Jules await the ambulances in the ER, while Teddy manages the police at the scene of the crime. The police have also held back the protestors and set up a perimeter.

The first ambulance contains Tia, and Carina and Jo are riding with her. Bailey rides in Addison’s ambulance, which arrives right behind them. Teddy puts the hospital on lockdown and declares that only employees and incoming trauma patients will be allowed in. Addison tells the doctors that she was clipped and only her shoulder is hurt. She calls for Bailey and asks her to check on Tia. Schmitt has set up the OBGYN ward as overflow for clinic patients. Nurse Carlos finds Schmitt in the ER and wants to make sure he is safe as he was worried. Schmitt doesn’t have time to socialize, but he does appear slightly happy to have someone care about him.

Most of the doctors are now treating Tia, who has a lot of free fluid in her abdomen. Carina tells the group that she needs to check the baby before they can take her up to the OR. Tia knows how bad her injuries are and says that it is a bad day to be a doctor. She talks about naming her baby Connor and how she doesn’t want him delivered because his lungs still need more time to develop. The baby goes into distress, and Bailey shouts that they need to get her upstairs immediately. Tia starts to crash and has decreased breath sounds. They decide to intubate her and have to shock her a few times when her heart stops.

Amelia and Link examine Addison and find that her dislocated shoulder should be reset under sedation. Blue drops a tray on his way over, and Amelia rushes over to ask what happened to him when she sees the bandage on his head. After he recounts getting hit in the head with a brick, Amelia forces him to go get a scan to check for head injury. Addison shouts at Link to pop her shoulder back into place so she can go help Tia. Link pops it in with Simone supporting Addison’s back, and the OBGYN screams. Addison immediately gets out of her gurney and tells Simone to come with her to help Tia. 

Addison wants to prep Tia for a C-section because she believes the baby won’t survive otherwise. Owen and Bailey tell her that Tia has been down for two minutes, they have tried everything to bring her back, to no avail, and Tina is bleeding out through her abdomen. Addison says she won’t let the person behind the wheel take away two lives. Carina calls for an intern to page the NICU, and the group preps to do the procedure right there in the ER. Addison holds her arm, which isn’t even in a sling, and continues ordering everyone around. They stop compressions on Tia, and Carina starts the C-section. 

NOT TODAY

The pulse-pounding action doesn’t stop there or at any point during the hour. After seeing the C-section happening, Mika goes back to the main area of the ER with a fraught look on her face. Schmitt tells her to help other patients if she isn’t needed on Tia’s case. Tia is still bleeding profusely, and Lucas asks why they are going to pack her if she is gone. Owen tells him that they have to do everything to try to save her life before giving up. Baby Connor is born, and Bailey starts compressions on Tia again. Addison and Carina work to save Connor and intubate him, while the rest of the team is ready to get Tia to the OR.

Maya Bishop and Ben Warren from Station 19 have both run to Grey Sloan Memorial to check on Carina and Bailey, respectively, after not being able to get a hold of their spouses. A security guard won’t let them into the hospital since the building is on lockdown, but they get lucky when Teddy walks by at that exact moment and sees them. Teddy lets them in and tells them their spouses are okay. She also says that if anyone gives them any trouble, have them page her directly. Maya and Ben are grateful for the help and run upstairs to find Carina and Bailey.

Elsewhere, Amelia and Jules give Blue a CT scan. This episode is full of great quotes, but one of the best belongs to Jules, who says, “Remember when being a doctor was considered heroic?” She doesn’t understand who could be capable of violence against doctors. The scans reveal that Blue has no bleeding, fractures, or traumatic brain injuries, but Amelia feels he could still be concussed and that he should go home for the day. Blue protests that he can’t go home on his own and would rather stay. Amelia agrees as long as someone is supervising him, gives him regular neuro checks, and doesn’t allow him to work on patients and only do notes. Jules doesn’t want the responsibility, but Amelia forces Blue to become her charge.

Winston finds Maggie and wants to check in with her. She starts discussing patients, so he stops her to rephrase that he wants to check in on her. Maggie asks if everyone is okay, and Winston admits that Tia might not be. Maggie can’t process the horror and wants to focus on her patients to take her mind off things. Winston poignantly says that the world doesn’t make a whole lot of sense right now. He then changes to a happier tune to announce that he got the magazine that their article is published in and that he left a copy for Maggie in the lounge. He unfortunately didn’t get to read it yet, but it seems like he wants this to bring them back together. Maggie thanks him for checking in on her, and for a moment, it looks like they might actually be able to work things out.

Jules is paged to the ER, and Blue follows along. The interns find Schmitt with elderly patient Norma and her friend, Maxine, who has been asking Schmitt to page Jules. Norma needs a knee procedure and reveals that Maxine has a burning sensation when peeing. Jules scolds her for not saying something sooner and says it could be another UTI. Blue thinks that Max is Jules’ grandma, but Jules reveals that Max is actually her mystery roommate!

We then see Bailey video chatting with Tia’s husband, Brandon, while scrubbing in for surgery. He asks for the truth about his wife. Bailey tells him everything, and he is surprised to find out that Connor was born. Brandon says he will catch the first plane and asks Bailey to do whatever it takes to save them both. She gives him her word and hangs up to start operating on Tia with Owen. Ben and Maya walk into the gallery and wave to Bailey, who signals to Ben that she is okay, to his great relief.

In the NICU, Addison and Simone are helping baby Connor when he starts to crash. Addison starts compression even though she is clearly in a lot of pain. She tells Connor not to give up and that he is not allowed to stop fighting today. Connor stabilizes, which makes Simone more than relieved.

AN OUTSTRETCHED HAND

Jules does a neuro check on Blue in the ER and deems him fine after asking him a tough medical question. He wants to know why she would want to live with an elderly lady. Jules explains that Max is 81 years old and that she was friends with her grandson in med school. Max allows Jules to sublet a room for one-third the price of anywhere else. As a bonus, Max can’t hear what Jules is up to late at night after she takes out her hearing aids, so it’s a win-win for the intern. The interns go back over to Norma and Max when Link arrives to inspect the former’s knee. Link tells Norma that she doesn’t have a fracture, but there is fluid that needs to be drained. Blue wants to learn how to aspirate a knee, but Jules stops him and gets to learn from Link. Norma and Max joke about Link’s good looks, which is a quick reprieve in an otherwise fraught episode.

Maggie finds Teddy and asks if she can walk with her. While walking, Maggie asks Teddy how she is holding up. Teddy replies that she is good in a crisis, but no matter how many she has been in, it never gets easier. She complains about not eating in hours and how she might walk out if she hears the words “risk assessment” again, but she is feeling better other than that. Maggie gets to the point of the discussion by asking for advice. She reveals to Teddy that the article in the magazine quoted her saying that she had highly skilled assistants, including her husband, helping her with the partial heart transplant. Maggie knows it looks like she is taking all the credit and insists that’s not all she said. She claims that she told them Winston is a brilliant surgeon and sang his praises, but they cut all that out. Maggie wants to issue a correction and was wondering if Teddy could help with that. Teddy says she will try, but she insists Maggie shouldn’t wait for the hospital to issue a statement before she talks to Winston. Teddy explains that she and Owen didn’t talk for months and it almost killed them, so she urges Maggie not to make the same mistake.

Elsewhere, Ben and Maya stop by the hospital’s daycare to see Pru. Maya stays for a second before running off to find Carina. We then see Link and Amelia watching Addison and Simone in the NICU. Link asks Amelia how things are going in there, and Amelia says that Addison is being her typical stubborn self. He knows that Amelia means a lot to her, and she says Addison means everything to her. Amelia talks about how the universe gave her biological sisters that she never got along with and then eventually gave her Addison, Meredith, and Maggie. When Amelia gets paged away, Link says he will stay to help Addison and keep an eye on her. Link assures her that he’s got Addison, so Amelia goes.

In a hallway, Mika is having a panic attack, and Richard comes across her in a bad state. Mika doesn’t think she is okay, so Richard decides to tend to her. The scene cuts to the OR, where things are not going well for Tia. She needs a splenectomy and is still losing a lot of blood. Bailey recounts how Tia was the first applicant for the fellowship program, and Jo remembers how they thought Tia’s pregnancy would make it more challenging for her to come. Owen tries to give support by telling Bailey that no one could see this coming. Bailey says Tia came while pregnant to help other pregnant women, and the fellow codes on the table. They get Tia’s spleen out as Brandon tries calling Bailey, who can’t answer. Tia is bleeding everywhere, and Owen frantically tries to fix all the bleeders. Owen refuses to give up on Tia, but Jo doesn’t think Tia will make it out of the OR if they keep going. Bailey decides to take Tia to the ICU and give her a break before continuing at a later time.

PART OF BEING HUMAN

Maya runs around the hospital until she practically runs into Carina. Maya is happy that her wife is okay, but Carina has a patient that is 6cm dilated and needs to go deliver a baby. She thanks Maya for coming and runs into a room. 

Mika is now in a room panicking, and Richard brings her a cold towel to help ground her in the present and break the shock. He tells her to look around the room and name five objects she sees. Richard counts the items and Mika names them, but she stops at number three because she is mortified that she froze earlier. Mika says surgeons can’t freeze, and Richard calmly states that they aren’t in the OR. She says it could have been any of them getting attacked, and she says it could have been her. Richard tells her not to apologize for her reaction to a traumatic event and that what happened isn’t what the job is supposed to be.  He tells Mika to take whatever time and space she needs and that her reaction is what makes her human. Mika nods and starts to calm down, and Richard proves yet again that he is the best person ever. 

In the ER, Max and Norma’s labs are in. Jules asks Max to come with her, but the ladies say that whatever the doctors have to say can be said in front of both of them. The doctors announce that both women have gonorrhea, and it has settled in Norma’s knee as a form of arthritis. The doctors say the women will have to call all their sexual partners to alert them to get tested. When the women pull out their phones to call their partners, they not only find out each one was sleeping around, but they are sleeping with the same guy. Schmitt appropriately comments, “Well, this is awkward.”

Ben and Pru find Maya waiting outside the room Carina is in. Maya calls Carina “a miracle worker” and “barer of life” to Ben. He aptly talks about how this is what it must feel like to be married to first responders. Maya is confused, so Ben explains that they both ran there and had to know their spouses were okay and that’s what they do to their spouses on a daily basis. He wonders if their spouses knew what they were getting into when they each got married, so Maya reminds Ben that he was still a doctor when Bailey married him.

Back in the NICU, Addison is happy that Connor’s vitals are stable for now. Simone tells Addison that she was in this NICU when she was born and she is amazed that someone like Addison saved her life. Connor starts having trouble breathing again, and he has no breath sounds. Addison uses a pen light to look through his skin and at his lungs. She sees he has a pneumothorax and calls for a syringe. She relieves the pressure with one hand and gets him breathing again. Addison starts struggling more as the baby stabilizes.

Bailey and Jo are in the ICU with Tia when the former dismisses the latter. Bailey starts to let the emotion of the day hit her and calls Brandon. She has to leave him a message detailing how they transferred Tia to the ICU to rest for a few hours before going back to the OR to finish repairing her injuries. Like the good doctor she is, Bailey vows not to leave her patient’s side.

RISE TO KEEP GOING

The man that both Max and Norma were sleeping with, Hal, is now in the ER after the women call him. They start yelling at him for sleeping with both of them. Jules, Blue, and Schmitt try to calm them down and say that Hal’s test results should be back soon. They want to give him treatment because they think he might be the source of the disease. Hal needs to contact all his sexual partners too, and he reveals that he is sleeping with a 98-year-old and at least four additional women, including Max and Norma. Schmitt tells Blue to call the retirement home they all live in to report the outbreak.

Lucas pops into the NICU to give Addison and Simone an update on Tia. He also reports that Link is waiting for Addison to examine her shoulder again. Lucas was sent with a message that if Addison wants to operate again, she needs to come see Link now or Lucas will have to pay for it personally. Addison begrudgingly agrees to leave, so Lucas decides to stay to help with Connor. He tells Simone he overheard Tia say the baby’s name, and she is happy to know his name is Connor.

Mika walks around the ICU until she finds Bailey in Tia’s room. She apologizes for disappearing earlier and asks what she missed, to which Bailey gives her a look that says “everything.” Mika asks if she can sit with Tia so Bailey can take a break. Bailey notices at that moment that Tia is hypotensive and tachycardic, which means she must be bleeding from her abdomen again. Bailey calls to get an OR team up to the ICU immediately, as there is no time for them to get to the OR. Mika is bewildered that Bailey wants to open up Tia in the ICU, and Bailey snaps the intern out of it by saying she needs Mika’s hands and needs to move now.

After giving her an MRI, Link tells Addison that she needs to wear a sling for four weeks and do physical therapy no matter how exhausted she is. He also advises her to keep moving her hand and wrist around and that it wouldn’t be a terrible idea to take a break from the road for a few weeks. Amelia, who was in the corner of the room, sits next to Addison after Link leaves the room. Addison says that she is exhausted from the disaster that is her work and that she can’t take a break from it. She doesn’t know who would do it if she didn’t. Amelia quips that she thought Addison was going to throw a tablet at Link for suggesting she take a break. 

Jo runs into Tia’s ICU room to help with the impromptu surgery, where Bailey has found the fellow’s liver is bleeding. They need to perform a massive surgical procedure to save Tia. Bailey gives Jo and Mika various instructions to help and even goes as far to shove Mika’s hand into Tia’s abdomen to hold her liver. Bailey and Jo are able to sew off the bleed, allowing Tia to stabilize. Bailey tells Tia she isn’t allowed to die yet because too many people need her, and the message seems to get through.

Back in the ER, Jules tells Max to not have sex for a week in order to allow the antibiotics to work, as she doesn’t want a sick roomie. Schmitt and Jules both say they are sorry Hal turned out to be a jerk. Before leaving, Max tells them that women have always been judged for every decision they make. She has learned that women become invisible around the age of 60, which allows them to “do whatever the hell you like because no one cares.” Max has no regrets, except waiting so long to live her best life. 

Maggie finds Winston in what appears to be an attending lounge and tells him that the magazine cherry-picked her quotes and took them out of context. She vows to fix it and says Teddy has agreed to help. Maggie continues that she told the magazine she and Winston were equals and that he is an incredible surgeon. Winston is a bit more upset than I expected him to be and says to Maggie that she still said the quote, so she should take some responsibility for it. Maggie argues that she can’t control what other people say about her. She wants to know when they stopped giving each other the benefit of the doubt. Winston counters that it stopped when Maggie said she didn’t respect him when he first mentioned changing specialties. He feels that the article drives home that she doesn’t respect him. Maggie really wants to fix the unintentional damage and asks how she can fix their relationship. In a moment of brutal honesty, Winston says that there is no fix, just feelings. He continues, “Say you’re sorry. Say you got some things wrong. Say you didn’t mean to hurt me. Say you understand how I feel. Say you love me and mean it. Say you respect me and mean it.” Maggie says she respects him, but Winston doesn’t believe her.

Teddy finds Bailey in the ICU to let her know that the police caught the hit-and-run driver and that she has lifted the hospital lockdown. Teddy is fine with keeping the clinic closed for a few days too, but Bailey is fully prepared to open the clinic in the morning. Lucas brings Brandon up, so Bailey tells him Tia is stable for now. She doesn’t give him any guarantees, but she is hopeful Tia will wake up because she is strong and determined. Bailey lets Brandon go inside Tia’s room to sit with her. We get a time lapse to show Tia healing throughout the day, Brandon meeting Connor, and Tia going for her second surgery. We also see Carlos bring Schmitt a coffee the next morning, which is a nice moment.

Addison is ready to leave Seattle, so Richard, Bailey, and Ben see her off. She is sure Tia will wake up and Connor will make it out of the NICU. Richard thanks Addison for coming, and Bailey tells her to be safe out there. We see that the outside of the clinic is being repaired before the action goes back indoors. Bailey makes her way back to the ICU to see that Tia is off the vent with Simone and Jo watching her. Tia then wakes up and immediately freaks out. She asks if Connor is okay, so Brandon tells her their baby is doing well. 

Jo has to leave the room as she can’t stop herself from crying. She walks to the elevator, which opens to reveal Link inside. Jo gets in, and when the door closes behind her, Link tells her to not hold the emotion in anymore and that he is “right here” for her. Jo collapses on the floor of the elevator in tears. When it stops at the next floor, Link stops other staff from getting in to give Jo space. Back in Tia’s room, Simone tells the fellow that someone wanted to meet her and shows her a live video call of Connor in the NICU. The episode ends with Addison finding where she stored the PRT, climbing into the driver seat, and starting the engine. As Meredith’s voiceover says, Addison finds a way to rise to keep going and drives away to conclude the most powerful two-parter in years. 

Monday, April 3, 2023

The Flash 9x07 Review: "Wildest Dreams" (Sleepwalking) [Contributor: Deborah M]


“Wildest Dreams”
Original Airdate: March 29, 2023

This week on The Flash: the title of the episode gets a song stuck in my head that I only know the chorus to! Oh, and some superhero stuff happens. Nia, a.k.a. Dreamer, from Supergirl pays a visit, she and Iris end up in mortal danger, but we get to go on some exciting dream adventures that I kinda wish were a lot weirder. At least one of these dreams should’ve involved Iris desperately trying to remember her high school locker combination because she’s late to a final for a class she forgot to attend all semester.

It’s nonetheless a solid little interlude episode with some good character stuff for Iris and (although it’s slightly wasted since she’s not actually a regular on this show) Nia and I can’t complain too much.

DREAM A LITTLE DREAM FOR TWO

The opening of the episode is adequately creepy, with Nia-as-Dreamer walking through a large warehouse while a crowd of people stare at her and project spooky imagery of spiders, ravens, and graveyards into her head. A cloaked figure with glowing eyes stands out from the rest of the crowd, and suddenly Iris is there to tell Nia “it’s about control” before dying, apparently at the hands of Glowy Cloaked Figure. Nia wakes up in a Jitters coffee shop in National City and runs to Central City to talk to Iris about this troubling development.

Meanwhile, Iris is on the cusp of publishing the article that Barry’s mapbook says will win her a Pulitzer, but learning that it’s a preordained event has her second-guessing everything again. I know it’s necessary to supply Iris with some drama this season, but I am really not compelled by her desire to dodge “destiny” merely because it’s supposed to happen. It gives me “you told me to do something and now I don’t wanna” vibes that don't gel with Iris’s generally pragmatic approach to things. Anyway, Nia shows up to tell Iris about her dream and, just as I’m wondering if Nia and Iris met on the show at some point and I’d forgotten, it’s revealed that Iris, Nia, Kara, Alex, and Ryan all had brunch together off-screen. Boo! I want to see superheroes having brunch!

Nia’s Dreamer powers are gone after her encounter with the Glowy Cloaked Figure and she thinks Iris is the key to getting them back, but before she can say much more, Glowy Cloaked Figure sends both of them to sleep. The two end up in a shared dream where they’re police officers and Iris is Captain, and Iris starts to wonder if she should’ve become a cop like her dad instead of a journalist. Iris is intrigued by this alternate path in her life, but Nia is adamant that they find a way to wake up. Luckily, a blue door appears to seemingly provide one.

Going through the door spits them out into another of Iris’s dreams, this time one where she, Barry, Chester, and Nia all work as baristas at Jitters. Have the writers of The Flash been checking out some coffee shop AU fanfiction and getting inspired? Things at Jitters start to go wrong but Iris, having actually worked as a barista in the past, takes control and feels good about being able to solve a problem and then clock out to enjoy her life instead of dedicating all her time to chasing down stories and running a media outlet. 

Although Iris seems to be having fun in her dream what-if scenarios, the two ladies start feeling some negative side-effects to traipsing through dreamland. Nia diagnoses it as “angry sleep” and says that if they experience it for too long it’ll put their bodies through too much trauma. Out in the waking world, Barry has found Iris and Nia passed out and delivered them to STAR Labs, where Chester has equally bad news about the state of things should they fail to wake up soon.

But Nia has the vague outline of a plan. She says they can wake up if they figure out what they’re meant to be dealing with in the dream, since “dreams always reflect back to us the problems of our everyday lives.” I once had a dream where I was a door-to-door potato salesman. I’d really like to know what problem that one was meant to be reflecting back at me.

Before Nia and Iris can dig too deeply into issues Iris might be dealing with, they find themselves in the nightmare warehouse from the opening scene. They run from the Glowy Cloaked Figure and the crowd of people and, in the real world, their fevers start spiking dangerously high. Following the warehouse nightmare is an Iris-centric nightmare in which all her employees dismiss her qualifications as a journalist, and Iris confesses to Nia her misgivings regarding her mapped future.

Nia talks some sense into Iris about the concept of destiny and choice, and how destiny only exists due to a lifetime of choices. I think I would appreciate this more as a philosophical moment if I didn’t find Iris’s urge to rebel against her future so silly. It’s clear they’ve cracked the meaning of Iris’s dreams, but she and Nia are still asleep — so now it’s Nia’s turn.

In the waking world, Cecile declares the Glowy Cloaked Figure to be a “kind presence” so Iris and Nia will be fine. Meanwhile, a door covered in spiderwebs has appeared in dreamland and Iris tells Nia that maybe the key to her dreams is learning to give up the control she’s been fighting for and just let whatever’s going on guide her. It fits with dream-Iris’s message to Nia at the start of the episode and Nia, inspired by Iris, goes through the door alone to meet with the Glowy Cloaked Figure. As it turns out, said figure is the first Dreamer, and letting go of control is what Nia needed to fully embrace her Dreamer powers.

Iris and Nia wake up and all is well again. Nia has her powers, Iris publishes her award-winning article, and hopefully Iris is over her wariness of destiny now that she understands she’s been writing it all along.

Other Things:

  • The B-plot of the episode involved Khione and Mark dealing with the latter’s continued obsession with getting Frost back, this time in the form of socializing Khione into being more like Frost. It’s an okay little storyline and I like that it occasionally ties back to the dream theme of the episode, but it’s otherwise very separate and therefore much harder to include in the main review. The culmination of it is that Mark learns a lesson and decides to leave so he can deal with his grief properly, and Khione finally displays her ice powers. They seem to be tied to her emotions.
  • Okay, Mark tearing off his apparently breakaway shirt and declaring that he “hates shirts anyway” was pretty funny. You get one smile out of me, Chillblaine.
  • I have no idea why the writers decided to have a bunch of extras at O'Shaughnessy's Bar pepper snide remarks about how lame Mark is into his fight with Khione, but it’s the funniest thing they could have done and I applaud them for it.
  • I sure am glad I’m mostly over my old arachnophobia, because all the spider imagery in this episode would have done a number on me.