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Tuesday, July 21, 2015

Orange is the New Black 3x06 “Ching Chong Chang” (You Promised A Beautiful Girl) [Contributor: Rae Nudson]


“Ching Chong Chang”

As Flaca and Piper flip through the catalog of lingerie they are going to be making at their new high-paying sewing job, they imagine what the life of the model is like. Probably crying herself to sleep over ice cream and pills, Flaca assumes. But she would trade with her in a second.

Flaca and Piper joke that beauty comes from the inside and things like talent and kindness matter more, but they both know better. Beauty gets people a whole lot of advantages over others who don’t meet society’s impossible standards.

Appearances versus reality and the advantages of being beautiful are at the forefront of the inmates’ stories in this episode, and no one has learned this lesson more than Chang. In her flashbacks, we learn she was humiliatingly rejected by a possible husband because he deemed her too ugly. It didn’t matter to this man if Chang was talented or kind (or thrifty). Because she wasn’t conventionally beautiful, or wearing trendy fashion and make-up, he rejected her immediately. Already feeling like a burden on her jerk of a brother who complained about how much she cost to feed, Chang went to work in his store and then got involved in the black market of what he was really selling. When picking up some illegal turtle eggs, Chang’s looks and quiet demeanor are an advantage, and she’s able to stay under the radar and do what she needs to do. When she inspects the eggs because the box seems too light, she discovers they are not eggs at all — they are ping pong balls, another case of appearances not being what they seem. So Chang raises the alarm and ends up saving her partner. Chang may look quiet and unimposing, but she will strike back hard when you don’t expect it.

Chang didn’t fit into the life she was supposed to fulfill, but instead she found her power in other ways. Piper — the tall, leggy, and conventionally beautiful Piper — feels powerful when she wears lingerie. Piper still struggles with her looks even though others say she’s beautiful, and wearing something nice gives her a little more confidence — even if she’s the only one who knows about it. I get that. If I feel good about what I’m wearing, I feel much more together and much more confident. My appearance helps me feel powerful, and my clothing becomes sort of an armor against insecurity.

Sophia feels this way, too. After fighting so hard to be who she is, she takes pleasure in looking like herself and taking pride in her appearance. She believes (I believe it, too), that having fun with your appearance and participating in your individuality through your looks can help you feel sassier, and more empowered.

Chang, Sophia, and Piper try to feel good about themselves in different ways, but all are fighting the same insecurities and loneliness. When Chang eats alone outside, she sees groups of other women talking and laughing together. Even if she is sure of herself and knows she can order a man’s gall bladder be removed and people will do it, she is powerless against feeling like she doesn’t belong — as we all are, sometimes.

In another part of the prison, Red gives Healy some much needed real talk as she lays out exactly how their relationship is not equal or balanced at all. In prison, Red has lost all of her power, and Healy has taken away even being able to get her husband off her visitor list. So she played the last card she had left and she flirted with him to try to get what she needs. It may have looked like the start of a romance to Healy, but as we learned this episode, appearances can be deceiving.

Other notes:
  • At last, we learn how their eyebrows all look good. They tweeze themselves!
  • My inmate of the episode is Chang, who had such an amazing backstory. And I love that she still flies under the radar and gets away with breaking all the rules.
  • I’m glad Taystee and Poussey made up, and I’m glad that Taystee is openly talking to Poussey about her drinking.
  • Piper at least is showing some wear and tear from spending all day hunched over a sewing machine.
  • Red’s back in the kitchen!

Monday, July 20, 2015

#JennAtSDCC: Comic-Con, Saturday Edition - Part 1 ("I fashion myself a witty individual.")


When I woke up on Saturday morning, I didn't feel that bad. My nose was stuffy and my throat slightly sore, but I honestly brushed it off as nothing more than allergies or dust in our room. I thought it would probably disappear as the day went on. Pro-tip: if you ever venture to San Diego Comic-Con, bringing hand sanitizer is important. (I never leave home without some in my purse normally anyway.) But the moment you begin to feel under the weather, bring Airborne or Emergen-C and take it. It'll save you trouble in the future, I promise. Nevertheless, I headed off toward the convention with Ilene (we made a pit-stop at a Starbucks far enough away from the convention center that it wasn't muddled with crowds), dressed in cute but comfortable clothes in preparation for my LONG day at the convention. 

It was such a long day. in fact, that I'm breaking this up into TWO posts: you'll get to hear all about everything up until Hall H in this one and I'll compile another in the near future detailing all of my exploits in Hall H, the press pit, and how I survived being close to Stephen Amell's leather-clad self. ;)

Coffee selfie with Ilene! I knew I'd made a good friend when I tentatively ask: "Okay, selfie with our coffee?" and she emphatically replied: "YES."

Saturday schedule:
- Once Upon A Time panel (10-10:45 AM)
- TV Guide Fan Favorites panel (11-11:45 AM)
- Entertainment Weekly: Women Who Kick Ass panel (3:45-4:30 PM)
- 20th Century Fox presentations (5:45-7:30 PM)
- Warner Brothers Television and DC Entertainment Screening Block -- Superhero Saturday Night (8-11 PM)

As you can see... BUSY day. Here's another pro-tip from Comic-Con: if you migrate on over to San Diego from the east coast (or really, any other time zone I suppose), be sure that you try to stick to a regular schedule regarding your eating habits. I forgot -- yes, forgot which I didn't think was possible because I love food -- to eat until after 12:30 on Saturday. I hadn't eaten since the night before. My breakfast had been a venti iced caramel macchiato.

Don't do that, kids. It's baaaaaaaaad.

ANYWAY, lets talk less about my eating habits and more about Saturday! Because even though it was insanity, it was also a LOT of fun.


Once Upon A Time panel highlights:
  • As with most shows that came to the convention, OUAT debuted a sizzle reel -- narrated by Ginnifer Goodwin in character as Snow White -- and it was really fantastic. She did a wonderful job with it.
  • Adam Horowitz and Eddie Kitsis informed us that even though The Author writes the stories of our characters, they all still have free will (admittedly, something I wondered about last season).
  • Notable quote: "What do you [Emilie] want for Belle in season five?" "A vacation! Maybe the Bahamas?"
  • Yvette Nicole Brown moderated the panel which was such a treat because she's a huge fan of the show (and was a special guest star at one point). So she asked really good and interesting questions.
  • Apparently Jane Espenson wrote a video (featuring, among other people, Patton Oswalt) about why residents of Storybrooke choose to stay in the town in spite of the insanity and danger that constantly occurs. It was pretty funny and I feel like we definitely need to see something similar for the residents of Starling City. ;)
  • Colin was asked about Hook's character, now that Emma has gone dark. Since he was once a villain, would he find it easy or natural to slip back into the darkness? Colin's response: "Hook has desperately been trying to hold onto the man he is to keep Emma's heart safe." Awwwwwwwwwwww.
  • When asked about playing such an insane villain, Rebecca Mader said that she loves playing "someone so batsh-t crazy! ... This is the best thing that has ever happened to me."
  • Since Colin fakes a British accent on the show (for those of you who didn't know, his Irish accent is beautiful), a fan asked if Jennifer could fake something in an Irish accent and say it to the room. Colin leaned over and told her what to say. It was adorable. There was a hand wave involved.
  • Notable quote: "There is some fun to the villainy." - Jennifer Morrison on Dark Swan
  • Notable quote: "She's going to figure out how to truly overcome it [the darkness] rather than just repress it." - Jennifer Morrison on Emma's darkness. Honesty, this made me SO happy because Emma doesn't deal with her pain and that's why she has issues. She ignores it. So I'm glad this Dark One trajectory will lead to some growth.
  • We were treated to an exclusive clip of Dark Swan, which was honestly kind of terrifying. I'll spoil it for you guys in 3... 2... 1... It involves a guy bringing a tray of food to a jail cell. He nervously looks around and suddenly Dark Swan peers through the bars. "But they said you were a monster," the man notes, clearly surprised at the woman. Emma coldly replies: "Only on the inside," before ripping out his heart and slowly turning it to dust.
  • Notable quote: [after the spoiler clip] "... I'm very disturbed and Jennifer, now I'm afraid of you." - Yvette Nicole Brown
  • When they were asked about what they thought made OUAT so special for fans, Eddie talked rather brilliantly about its underlying message of belief and hope. "[It] united people who were tired of cynicism and who just wanted to believe... to believe in magic."
  • Notable quote: "We all just want to be Lana Parilla." - Yvette Nicole brown #whereisthelie
  • Lana talked about who had the biggest influence on Regina as a character last season. And while she noted that Emma played a huge role in Regina's growth, she doesn't think she played the biggest role -- Henry did. Jennifer said the same thing in regards to Regina when a fan asked. Though she thinks Emma would do a lot for Regina, it was more than just a decision to save Regina in the finale. She did what she did in order to save the ENTIRE town -- for everyone that she loved and cared about, not just one person.
  • Adam and Eddie joked that now they've discovered The Author but -- a fan noted -- the book is illustrated, they'll be in search of The Illustrator.
  • We got ANOTHER exclusive look at OUAT and... Merida is coming to Storybrooke!
More photos from the panel:






NEW OUAT FUNKO FIGURES COMING SOON. I WANT THEM ALL. ... Well, minus Rumple.

Thankfully, the TV Guide Fan Favorites panel was in the exact same room that the OUAT panel was in. And honestly, so many people filtered out that I ended up getting a front-row seat to the panel. Coupled with the press pit being close as well, that panel was a good experience. Here are some fun things we learned and saw:
  • I didn't realize that Norman Reedus gets so much fan art that he actually made an entire book of it and donated all of the proceeds to charity. He's made a second book, too.
  • Notable quote: "Clarke is a much better person than I am." - Eliza Taylor
  • Notable quote: "I've hit up Norman for a LOT of things. ... NOT THAT." - Yvette Nicole Brown
  • The panel talked about whether or not they read spoilers for shows that they love. Yvette actually talked about how she doesn't like doing that and I understand why. She said that the more you read spoilers, the more disappointed you actually become. We always think we want to know all of the secrets of a show or movie, but the truth is... we don't. We like surprises.
  • Ming-Na talked about how she absolutely loves being an honorary stuntwoman on Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.
  • Norman told us some great stories about how rough it is to shoot in Atlanta. "'I've been escorted to the hospital numerous times." He told a story about how he was literally returning from the hospital and on the way back to set, they saw an accident. So Norman stopped, helped the injured and escorted them back to the hospital where the nurses were like: "... weren't you JUST here?"
  • Maisie Williams is so utterly adorable you guys. SO ADORABLE. She also talked about how much fun it is to be a fan of Game of Thrones and to be in the show as well. She mentioned that whenever the cast gets to do events like Comic-Con or red carpets, it's exciting because they all shoot in different parts of the world so she doesn't see a majority of the cast who are shooting elsewhere. It's like a reunion whenever they have events!
  • Notable quote: "I like you. I like you a LOT." - Ming-Na to Maisie #LADIES
  • The cast got to talk about social media, which Yvette mentioned is a double-edged sword. She can't help but engage with people who are haters, even though she knows she should stay away. But she did discuss the joys of being a fan of shows herself and being able to talk about fandom online with people all over the world. She also mentioned that Twitter really helped Community help connect to its fans, since both emerged around the same time.
  • David Anders told a HILARIOUS story about his online fan experience, back in the day of message board prevalence. Most people really loved his acting and one person critiqued his face and it really bothered him. (The reason the story was hilarious was because for whatever reason, David decided this message board user needed to be extremely Southern. And a woman.)
  • When asked about what the panel is currently geeking out over, Eliza Taylor looked at Yvette and said: "Community." And I cheered really loudly.
  • Notable quote: "I've made out with pretty much everyone on our show... I'm not kidding." - Norman Reedus
  • Notable quote: "Shirley would kick some ass on The Walking Dead." - Yvette Nicole Brown on what show her character would fit well in.
More photos:






After the TV Guide Fan Favorites panel concluded, I headed out into the hallway to charge my phone and await a text from Natalie, who I was supposed to meet up with to attend an exclusive Girl on Guy podcast event from Aisha Tyler. Unfortunately, this was the exact moment in the day that my body started to completely fall apart. My throat was killing me, I realized I hadn't eaten anything since the prior night at 8 PM, and I was exhausted. I still had to survive almost twelve more hours in the day and I knew I was going to need something to help me.

So I meandered over toward the Hall H line -- two hours before the EW panel, seven hours before the Superhero Saturday Night even started -- sat in the grass, and asked Natalie if she could bring me a tea from Starbucks while I saved our spots. Natalie was SO completely gracious and brought me a hot tea and let me use her portable cell phone battery. Seriously, the woman is a saint especially because she was going through her own medical problems earlier that day.

We sat. We moved. We sat. We moved. Thus is the saga of the Hall H line, really. It was my first and last experience with it at the con and I have to say, it was actually a fairly pleasant one. We managed to get into Hall H in just enough time to see the tail end of the Lionsgate presentation.

... And I'll save the fun of that, the Joss Whedon panel, 20th Century FOX's presentation, and Superhero Saturday night for another post. Until then, hit up the comments below and let me know your thoughts/questions! :)

When Stories and Characters Develop Minds of Their Own: Of Mulder/Scully and Chris Carter [Contributor: Lizzie]


Everyone who calls themselves a writer dreams of one day getting one of those characters. You know what I’m talking about: the characters who write themselves, the stories that seem to develop without your input, and sometimes, even without your consent. As a writer, you create these characters -- these individuals, and then you turn around... and it’s like your kids grew up when you were busy with something else, and now they’re eighteen and running off with a motorcycle-riding boyfriend that you don’t approve of.

Ladies and gentlemen, may I present you exhibit number one: Fox Mulder and Dana Scully
Once upon a time (because that’s how every great story starts) Chris Carter had an idea. It was a revolutionary idea at the time, and he spent a lot of time developing it. He put a lot of himself into both Mulder and Scully -- his main characters. Carter created a strong woman who relied on science. He created a strong man who wanted to believe. And then he brought them together. And by "together," I mean he put them in the same space and time. He didn’t really mean for them to be together, together.

What Chris Carter really, truly wanted was to write about conspiracies. He was interested in the big picture, in the special effects, in the monsters-of-the-week. He wanted to write the weird stuff, the legends, the paranormal -- the things everyone had said again and again wouldn’t work on TV. He wanted an overarching mythology tying it all together. Mulder and Scully were his babies, yes, but in a way, they were just means to an end. He certainly wasn’t thinking about the romance.

The story has changed with the years, but the clues are everywhere. You might even say they’re unmistakable. "Chris Carter played the long-game with the Mulder/Scully romance," is the version they tell these days. And, who knows. That might be somewhat true. Or that might just be what Chris Carter wants to tell himself now that the romance is canon: people love it, and he’s basically got no other choice but to smile and say that, yes, he planned it that way all along.

Mulder and Scully have always loved each other, were always meant to be together; theirs just wasn’t a sexual kind of love, Carter’s said. (Which, if you think about it, really, really hard… no, no wait… it still doesn’t make sense). Currently, Chris Carter is saying that they are soul mates, but life has different kinds of soul mates. Soul mates, he is seemingly insinuating, don’t mean you’re going to be together forever and have babies; that’s just the mainstream ideal. Soul mates means something deeper, something ethereal, something that we can’t define. And we nod, and smile. Because he created these characters and he should know them better than us, shouldn’t he?

At this point, I’m starting to think the answer to that is no.

I was with The X-Files from the beginning. I was a little kid, sure, but I saw these characters grow from acquaintances to friends. I saw Mulder and Scully prove things to each other, time and time again. I saw them develop that trust, become partners. I was part of the journey, even if they couldn’t see me. I was the person they were selling this story to. And once they were partners, when you thought two people could not possibly get any closer without jumping in bed with one another, I saw Mulder and Scully move beyond even that. I saw them become family.

"Best friends" was always a label that somehow didn’t seem to encompass all that Mulder and Scully were to each other, and yet, for many years, it was the best phrase we could use to describe them. Sheila Larken, who plays Margaret Scully, once said “they’re [Mulder and Scully] best friends beyond what lovers could ever be.” And thoug that doesn’t really explain the depth of their relationship either, at least it goes beyond the bare facts, tries to explain that the relationship is an exception to a rule.

David Duchovny went even further, when he summed up the Mulder/Scully relationship this way: “It’s like the one friend, I guess, that he has in the world. I mean I heard a phrase once; somebody was talking about their wife. This was a person who was very inept socially, not the wife but the man. There were many things said about him that weren’t kind, and he said: 'My wife, who is lovely and social and everything like that, is my human credential.' And that makes him a human being, because people think, well if she can stand him, he must have some humanity within him. Sometimes I think about Scully as Mulder’s human credential. It’s the only thing that makes him not crazy, in many ways.”

Both quotes are right, and yet, in a way, neither one comes close to explaining all that Mulder and Scully were to each other. Not that my words will be any better. If you want to know what Mulder and Scully were all about, you have to watch the show, just like I did.

You see, this is not a second-hand story someone told me, not the legend of Mulder and Scully that was told through Tumblr posts or Facebook statuses. I was a front row witness to their journey from "You’re the only one I trust" to "I can’t live without you." It was slow, but it happened. And it didn’t happen in spite of their creator. I think Chris Carter meant it to happen.

... Okay, you're sitting there bewildered at your screen. You’re contradicting yourself, Lizzie. That is NOT what you said earlier. You said he was clueless. You said he didn’t know. Tell us... which one is it?

Bear with me and I’ll explain.

Chris Carter meant to create these wonderful characters. He was trying to meld them into partners. He wanted them to become close and depend on each other. I just think he didn’t see the romantic nature of what he was doing until it hit him right in the face. And, no, I’m actually not joking around here. So how can you create one of the most iconic romances in television without meaning to? you wonder. How can you have two people who defined the term UST (unsolved sexual tension) and not have it all be part of a grand plan?

Easy. With two very, very good actors who are excellent at seeing beyond the obvious, and a rabid fanbase who was just discovering the power of the Internet.

Welcome to Chris Carter’s personal hell.

One season in, The X-Files the questions were all about the conspiracy. Who was the Cigarette-Smoking Man? Who was Deep Throat? Were they really among us? Four years later, the questions were all about the characters: Were Mulder and Scully in love? Was Scully’s cancer incurable? Would Scully ever get to have a child? I’m not saying these were questions the writing team behind The X-Files was afraid of. I’m not even saying that they didn’t focus on these two wonderful characters, sometimes in detriment of the plot. All I’m saying is that they did not mean for the characters to overshadow the mythology. They did not mean for this to become the Mulder and Scully Show. And the certainly didn’t intend to create the gold standard for will-they-won’t-they couples.

Because for them, there was no real question. The answer was obvious: yes, Mulder and Scully loved each other. They loved each other as siblings, and they loved each other as spouses. They took care of one another. They were always there for each other, in good times or bad times. And that was much more important than whether they were actually having sex or not.

Okay, I hesitate to call them naïve, but boy, were they naïve.

Television is much easier to understand these days. Maybe it’s because actors, writers and producers get the chance to interact with fans more often on a deeper level. Perhaps it’s because of things like focus groups and test audiences. Shows today have so much more information than they did twenty years ago. Lead actors routinely go through chemistry tests before they get to actually film. They don’t often meet up randomly in the waiting room and just so happen to practice lines with each other and then, surprisingly get the roles.

Point is, in this day and age, show runners don’t have to guess what people want. They know. In fact, they so thoroughly know that, sometimes, they even delight in not giving fans what they know they want (at least not right away).

That was not what Chris Carter was doing, though (ignoring what fans wanted). At least, not at first. No, Chris Carter was just telling a story. A story about aliens, a big conspiracy, and the men behind it. An epic story. A story other shows would seek to emulate. Sometimes I see Chris Cater's interviews and can almost feel his frustration at the fact that even though he managed to create an iconic show... it really isn’t the plot we’re still talking about today, so much as the characters. I always remember this quote, and if you’re a die-hard X-Files fan like me, you probably remember it.

"Scully loves Mulder, and Mulder loves Scully. It's a wonderful romance. It's just not a sexual romance. It's not a physical romance. It is a caring, tender, respectful relationship. It's an ideal, and I would never want to do anything to threaten it, to change it."

That, from the mouth of their creator. I remember going through the five stages of grief after reading this. I’m serious; I actually went through the stages. Because this was Chris Carter acknowledging something, and yet, at the same time, not acknowledging it. This was him saying, yes, I see it, there’s love, but the rest is not there… the rest (that physical romance) is just your imagination.

(Spoiler alert: It wasn’t.)

This particular quote is probably the reason I sat down to write this article. At the time when Chris Carter said this, I was still young enough to put stock in his words. I’ve learned my lesson, of course. Never trust a show runner. They change their minds (Or, sometimes, like in this case, they have their minds changed for them). This is an important lesson, and it holds true for every fandom. But it especially holds true when it comes to Chris Carter, and I feel like I need to repeat it over and over again until it sinks in.

Never trust Chris Carter.

Ever.

In fact, let’s make that the tagline for the new episodes.

Mulder and Scully are what they are primarily because of David Duchovny and Gillian Anderson. From the beginning, David and Gillian were the ambassadors of MSR (Mulder/Scully romance). Back in the day, that was actually a pretty unusual thing. I don’t want to turn this into a fandom history lesson, but The X-Files was really the first big fandom to exist online at the same time as the product it derived from. Of course, that has a lot to do with timing. The X-Files was at its most popular just when the Internet was becoming something other than a cool thing you could use in the school computer lab. And, boy, were the fans loud. I would know. I was one of them.

And Chris Carter didn’t like it. Or he did. He loved it. He just didn’t love the reasoning. If nothing else, he wanted his audience to pay the same degree of passion and attention to the Mulder/Scully relationship as to the conspiracy. But love makes the world go 'round, and all that. Chris Carter was never actually going to get his way.

It’s funny how I keep thinking about all of this now that we’re so close to getting new episodes on FOX. You’re bitter, my friends say. You’ve been holding a grudge for ages. And, in a way, they’re right. I’m bitter. I’m scared. I don’t believe Chris Carter truly understands what he created, and because of that, I don’t trust him to treat these two characters with the respect they deserve.

There’s a beautiful quote from a sixth season episode called "The Rain King," that pretty much explains all these two characters are, and all that Chris Carter ended up creating:

"Well, it seems to me that the best relationships - the ones that last - are frequently the ones that are rooted in friendship. You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is... suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with."

If you ask me, David Duchovny and Gillian Anderson flipped that switch long before Chris Carter wanted them to. They might have even flipped that switch without even recognizing what they were doing. They were these people, and when the natural progression of things felt right – they did them. And maybe after that, their creator, and the writing team in general, looked around and said: "Well, yes. Okay. That really does make sense. Let’s go for that. Let’s just do it our way."

And do it their way is precisely what they did, through nine seasons and two movies. They’ll probably continue to do it their way through the six episodes we’ll be getting next year. What "their way" means is anyone’s guess at this point. It probably means less of the explicit romance and more of the deep connection. But that’s okay. You want to know why? Because at this point, they can’t take it back. They can’t deny it. And, even if they make it hard for us, in truth, they’re not really trying. They’ve surrendered to the truth. Millions of fans and two actors saw way before they did.

Mulder/Scully is the OTP to end all OTPs. The one that started it all.

I have to end with this quote from Frank Spotniz, because if anything sums up what The X-Files ended up being, is these words: “You can’t get the truth. You can’t. There’s a larger truth, though: that you can’t harness the forces of the cosmos, but you may find somebody else. You may find another human being. That may be kind of corny and all of that, but that’s what it is: Love is the only truth we can hope to know, as human beings. That’s what Mulder and Scully found after nine years. And that’s a lot.”

Cheers to that!

Sunday, July 19, 2015

#JennAtSDCC: Comic-Con, Friday Edition ("I'm learning so much on this panel!")


The girls and I got a lot of sleep on Thursday night because we vowed we would be well-rested for the following day. Actually, I'm surprised at how much sleep I really DID get while I was at Comic-Con. But that's also because I didn't care to sleep in the Hall H line -- not when the only thing I really wanted to see there was on Saturday evening. Still, we woke up to a freezing room on Friday and embarked on our respective journeys for that day. Ilene, Melissa, and I were headed to Ballroom 20 for the majority of the day so we woke up and they meandered over there earlier to save spots in line for the first panel of the day.

Friday schedule:
- The Big Bang Theory writers' panel (10-11 AM)
- The 100 panel (12:30-1:30 PM)
- Orphan Black panel (5:45-6:45 PM)

So let's dive into a discussion about what I learned through my various Friday panels, shall we?


The Big Bang Theory panel highlights:

  • I cannot lie to you -- Melissa, Ilene, and I weren't really looking forward to TBBT's panel, especially because none of the cast was slated to attend. But as we listened, we actually found it to be really insightful and hilarious. I discovered that I really don't care for Chuck Lorre as a person, but absolutely love the fact that he threw shade at Two and a Half Men (true story) at the panel. You can say what you want about the series itself, but if you look on stage, you'll see that the show actually has a pretty diverse group of writers instead of middle-aged white men (like, I can't lie, Community had for the last three seasons).
  • Kunal Nayyar (Raj) showed up and was the special guest moderator of the panel!
  • Notable quote: "After nine years, [opening the script] still feels like Christmas." - Kunal
  • Steve Molaro talked about the biggest challenges in TBBT: making sure that they take special care to get the big, emotional moments (like Sheldon telling Amy he loves her, the Leonard/Penny proposal, the loss of Howard's mom, etc.) exactly right.
  • Mayim Bialik made a special appearance on stage and she and Kunal read a piece of fanfic that the writers wrote for their characters. It was hilarious and wonderful.
  • Mayim talked about how she and Jim Parsons communicate a lot and have a particular process in how they play Sheldon and Amy. Sometimes, she noted, the writers will do things that surprise them and they always talk through those big moments together.
  • The writers and Mayim talked about TBBT existing now in a time where it's more acceptable to be a nerd regarding certain things and how the show will continue to develop now that it's cooler to read comics, etc.
  • Notable quote: "It can still be lonely to be different." - Mayim Bialik, dropping the mic on everything.
  • When asked by an audience member about why Sheldon hates engineers, the writers responded: "He hates what he doesn't understand."
  • The writers then talked about something pretty amazing that they do -- the show gives $4 million in scholarships to UCLA for STEM students. Why? They had a lot of people contact them regarding the fact that TBBT inspired them to pursue careers in fields of science. (The show, by the way, has a dedicated scientific expert on staff -- he was at the panel -- to ensure they get everything as accurate as possible.) Chuck Lorre and the other producers mentioned how floored they were that people were making life choices based on their show, so they knew they had to give back to them somehow.
  • The cast and the writers seem to genuinely love and appreciate each other, which was so great to see.
Kunal and Mayim reading Raj/Amy fanfic.

After the panel for The Big Bang Theory, Ilene and I darted to the bathroom and noticed something as we did -- the bathroom we chose was right next to where the talent was apparently being held backstage in Ballroom 20. We mentally filed this information away for future use. 

The girls and I waited in the ballroom through a Falling Skies panel (which we do not watch and did not know had been on for FIVE years on TNT) before The 100. It pays, as I said, to be early because we got really great seats for the panel because we showed up ahead of time. In between Falling Skies and The 100, I got to meet the absolutely darling Isabella, which was so great. Meeting friends in real life that I've known online is one of the best feelings. If you've experienced this, you know exactly what I'm talking about -- that feeling of joy of finally being able to talk face-to-face with them is the best.

Isabella was cosplaying as Raven Reyes and she was the CUTEST


The panel for The 100 kicked off with a stellar sizzle reel. Here are some of the highlights of the panel:
  • I didn't realize 85% of the cast had accents (I knew Eliza did but didn't know about Bob or Ricky), which was an unexpectedly wonderful surprise.
  • Ricky Whittle wore a Linctavia hat. It was amazing.
  • There's going to be a time jump between seasons two and three -- the first one that we've really had on the series.
  • Notable quote: "She [Clarke] has gone batsh-t crazy. Am I allowed to say that?" - Eliza Taylor on Clarke's mental state when the third season begins.
  • Notable quote: "Raven's coming out on top, guys!" - Lindsey Morgan on Raven Reyes in the upcoming season.
  • Since The 100 deals a lot with morality and the blurred lines of good and evil, there was a really good question asked at the panel of whether or not the characters can ever be considered good people again in the classical sense, after all they've done. Ricjy Whittle noted that to him, within the context of the show and what the characters have had to do to survive, "there are no good people -- there is only perspective." Obviously, Eliza discussed Clarke's choice at the end of the last season to kill those in the mountain in order to save her own people. Jason discussed the fact that there are always questions of morality and the fact that the Grounders can justify their choice to abandon Clarke's people in Mount Weather because they're trying to save their own.
  • Notable quote: "There's no easy answer in the show, ever." - Jason Rothenberg
  • The actors have thought about their own moral compasses, too, as their characters have struggled.
  • It's revealed that Lexa is returning to the show (which earned cheers from those in the audience who ship Clexa), but Eliza Taylor warned that it won't be a warm and fuzzy reunion. Clarke is going to be suffering a lot.
  • Eliza revealed that she would love for Clarke to meet up with Jaha and Murphy, but Jason noted that the two groups are so far separated from each other at this point that it's unlikely they'll cross paths.
  • Jason revealed that season three will delve into the politics, spirituality, and mysticism of the Grounders, which sounds pretty cool. We'll get to learn, specifically, about what happens to those who have deformations or disabilities within that culture and how the group treats them.
  • Bob Morley and Eliza Taylor were asked a Bellarke question, where Bob admitted that he loves the pairing of Bellamy/Clarke, but doesn't feel like there are any romantic inclinations or feelings there. However, it was stated at the panel that: "Clarke gave Bellamy the confidence to make decisions... I don't think he thinks he can do that without her."
  • Jason Rothenberg, notable ship instigator on Twitter, stated that he'll never completely shut out the idea of a romantic relationship between Bellamy and Clarke though.
  • A fan got up to the mic to ask a question and became so nervous that she started crying. Ricky Whittle ran -- literally RAN AND JUMPED -- off the stage and hugged her, before putting his arm around her while she asked the question.
  • A fan asked about the fact that not many shows have title music or sequences anymore, and Jason said he believes that "a good sci-fi show needs a good title sequence."
  • Eliza talked about the most emotionally draining material for her last season. "Shooting the season finale... the emotional toll of that was pretty heavy."
  • At one point, Isaiah Washington ran out of the panel to use the bathroom and was gone when he was asked a question. He literally ran BACK into the panel and was out of breath while answering. It was hilarious.
  • The cast does all of their own stunts, making things like hanging upside down really tiresome and tedious for Bob Morley. Eliza also mentioned that she's sustained a lot of random bruises from filming. Ricky Whittle revealed that his first scene in season three is a stunt.
  • If the cast were to cosplay at Comic-Con, Marie Avgeropoulos said she would go as Catwoman; Bob would be Pikachu, and Eliza would be dressed as Sailor Moon.
  • Jason said that in season three, there's less tension between the Grounders and the sky people, but that won't last for long. Additionally, everyone will be dealing with post-traumatic stress disorder after the events of the finale and what they had to do.
  • Notable quote: "I'm learning so much on this panel!" - Eliza Taylor
  • Notable quote: "They'll fall into hope with each other." - Jason Rothenberg, on whether the morality of the series will allow for any bright spots in the show moving forward.
Some more fun photos from the panel:






After The 100, the girls stayed for Marvel's panels, while Ilene and I ventured into the hallway again. We headed into the bathroom... where we ran into Lindsey Morgan and Marie Avgeropoulos. We didn't talk to them (or Eliza Taylor when she went in moments later) because... well, how awkward is it to talk to a celebrity in the bathroom? Super awk. Instead, Ilene and I ventured into the hallway where we ran into Isabella again, who said she met Lindsey (and brandished the panel nametag that the actress gave her) and Bob Morley.

Ilene and I basically gave up on life at that point. We hung out in the hallway still, since my next panel wasn't until 5:45 PM and we needed to charge our phones. There. we met a creepy dude who tried to engage us in conversation when we CLEARLY were not interested. He kept entering my personal space and Ilene and I made eye contact with a security guard who was positioned outside of a door a few feet away and was fully prepared to step toward us if the guy didn't leave. When creep-o noticed we made eye contact, he left. Moral of the story: make friends with the security guards. They'll have your backs.

Ilene headed back to Ballroom 20 for some panels and I headed toward the floor, which I hadn't yet visited. Holy crap, the exhibit floor is INSANE. Like... claustrophobic people, beware. Try to go during a time where a lot of people are in panels, because you'll be packed close to people if you do not. Still, the floor was an enjoyable experience and I got the chance to see some pretty cool studios and their displays:

MAY THE ODDS BE EVER IN YOUR FAVOR.

All of the Arrow costumes on display!

The Flash costumes on display, too!


Blurry, but HEY. That's Doctor Who's Missy! ;)



In trying to find out exactly WHERE the Orphan Black panel was, I ended up walking in a GIANT CIRCLE AROUND THE ENTIRE SECOND FLOOR. I kid you not. I was really disappointed, but also a bit thankful because at least I walked off the tacos I was about to eat later that night.

Surprisingly, Orphan Black's panel was held in a smaller ballroom that still had seats available when I entered at around 3 PM. Once again: if you have no other panels planned, it PAYS to be early. I was near the very back for a panel about video games and as soon as that one filtered out to let Colony in, I BOLTED toward the front and ended up getting a seat about five rows from the stage. 


The panel for Carlton Cruse's new USA series Colony (which we got a few sneak peeks of -- one that was eleven minutes, the first eleven of the show -- and a trailer for during the panel) kicked off. Here's what I learned during it:
  • One of the credits mentioned for Josh Holloway was Community. That amused me.
  • Notable quote: "What's up with you and the apocalypse?" -  moderator question directed at Sarah Wayne Callies.
  • Okay, so at a few panels I was in during the weekend, the panel planted an actor or one of its cast members in the audience to ask a question for a bit. They planted Richard Alpert in the audience to ask Carlton Cruse a LOST question. It was... awkward. Definitely cringe-inducing and not funny. NO MORE BITS, COMIC-CON.
  • When Sarah Wayne Callies was asked whether or not she has watched The Walking Dead since she left, she admitted that she never watches herself on television or in movies. She can't. But she did note that she and Andy (Andrew Lincoln) have a pact that five years after TWD finishes, they will sit down and watch the entire series together.
  • Josh got asked about his long hair and beard and said that "I kinda let myself go between projects." He wasn't purposefully bringing the Sawyer look back, apparently.
  • Carlton Cruse was asked to sum up Colony and he claimed it was an "espionage thriller with science-fiction elements."
Soon, it was time for the Orphan Black panel! Funnily enough, BBC America released exclusive content that was aired at the panel but placed an embargo on it for the press until after the panel ended. Retta, from Parks and Recreation, was the moderator of the panel and honestly, I LOVE when fans of the show moderate the panels. They always ask such good questions, rather than the detached journalists. 

QUEEN Retta, y'all.

I started watching Orphan Black because I knew I would be attending Comic-Con and wanted to be caught up (I actually have yet to watch season three, but I don't mind spoilers so I attended the panel anyway). I absolutely was blown away by the talent that Tatiana Maslany conveys on screen. She's not just a delight to watch, but also so impressive because she's such an amazing seasoned actor even though she's only been on the show for three years. Anyway, here are the things we were treated to during the panel:
  • Notable quote: "It's a clone show... so why not?"
  • Dylan Bruce talked about how Paul's death was sad for him, but he honestly just wanted to be portrayed as going out like a boss (which he did).
  • Notable quote: "Paul redeemed himself as a gentleman... scholar... boss." - Dylan Bruce
  • On the infamous dancing scene this season, Kristian Bruun said: "I'm the Canadian Shakira."
  • Maria Doyle Kennedy was asked about whether or not she was nervous to sing karaoke in front of her cast mates since she's actually a singer and has performed before. She said it was extremely nervewracking.
  • During the panel, Jordan Gavaris was answering a question and -- mid-sentence -- a service dog in the audience barked. Jordan stopped his sentence in the middle, peered over the table and said: "Hi doggy!" He then explained: "I say hi to dogs, but I don't talk to their owners."
  • The entire cast doted on Tatiana and her acting abilities. Maria talked about how they were in interviews before and were asked whether or not Tatiana actually has a flaw. At the time, Maria said she couldn't think of anything but in the middle of the panel, she did: "Occasionally, [Tatiana] just lets one out... she lets out a big fart."
  • When talking about her excitement in being able to portray the sweet Krystal clone this season, Tatiana revealed her inspiration for the character: Jenny Slate on Kroll Show.
  • Retta discussed the suspension of disbelief she has when Helena is portraying the other clones and then asked a really important question: "When is Helena going to get some concealer?" since that is the biggest tell that a clone is Helena.
  • Tatiana was asked about the clones impersonating the other clones and Cosima's reluctance to do so: "Cosima's just like 'I love science. Why are you making me do this?'"
  • The producers were asked about their show portraying the LGBTQ-positive aspects of their show and noted that, to them, they want to portray real people and real relationships.
  • When asked about whether or not Delphine is really dead, the producers gave some elusive answers: "There's a reason why it's a mystery." "... Because it's a mystery."
  • Tatiana talked about how much she would love to return to live theatre in New York someday.
  • When asked about the most special fan experiences they've had, Tatiana said that every Comic-Con is the most special for her. For Graeme Manson, the most special thing for him to see is how the Clone Club interacts with each other. Watching their relationships form is one of the most touching things.
  • John Fawcett talked about how he has always wanted to see a prequel story involving Helena and her origins.
  • A fan asked which clone Tatiana would miss the most if she had to stop playing one of them. After a lot of deliberation, she said that she would miss Alison the most.
  • Dylan Bruce closed out the panel with a mic-drop quote: "Once you're in Clone Club... you're always in Clone Club."
Some photos:






After the amazing panel concluded, I headed to Lolita's in Petco Park to have dinner with the absolutely adorable Lindsay and Kayti. I talked about them a little bit when I recapped the highlights of Comic-Con, but honestly... it was so great to spend time with them, talking and laughing over amazing and authentic tacos. We were all so busy between press rooms and panels and Nerd HQ events that this was the only time we got to talk face-to-face at the convention. But I loved it. Those two women were so sweet and so exemplary of the kind of people you should aspire to be social media friends with (and real-life friends with). Dinner with them concluded a really nice day at the con.

#LadiesSupportingLadies

TACOS. *heart eyes*

Cosplays of the Day - Friday:

AMAZING Camp Jaha cosplay before The 100 panel!

Of COURSE I found an Arrow and Flash.

The cutest Amy Pond and Rory Williams. Her: "I was really excited to find an excuse to cosplay and wear comfy clothes. That's literally why I chose this."

And I was thankful for a relaxing evening before an INSANE Saturday... that began with me waking up with a cold. But we'll get to that in another post. Until then, hit up the comments with your thoughts and questions. :)

Rookie Blue 6x04 "Letting Go" (Balancing On the Edge) [Contributor: Hope]


"Letting Go"
Original Airdate: July 16, 2015

I guess I never realized just how little we knew about Nick. How is it that we can understand someone’s character so well and yet not know one thing about their past? One of the great mysteries of humankind, I tell you. My biggest concern for this episode was whether or not Nick spinning a bit out of control would come off as in character. Not because I didn’t think the writers or the actor could pull it off, but because any new backstory that reveals a different side of a character at this point in a series can knock your perception of them off-kilter. As it turned out, I think they handled this episode very well and I really enjoyed it. Personally, I’m glad we had a character-centric episode. I know we have only eleven episodes this summer, but character development never detracts from a series (feel free to dispute my unsupported claim in the comments).

Nick

Long story short, Nick’s until-now secret, wheelchair-bound brother found the drunk driver who crashed into their car when they were kids (and ripped their lives apart). He basically asked Nick to track down the guy and kill him. Nick… well, Nick is Nick. He’s a good person. A good person who is also a human being. He was conflicted and major credit goes to the actor, Peter Mooney, for portraying the emotions so well. Nick doesn’t really want to go through with it now, but at one point, you can tell he did. He ends up ditching Juliet, who was assigned his partner for the episode (which irked Andy, who wasn’t even trying to hide her distrust, but didn't tell Juliet's secret to Nick).
 He found the driver, Marco, at a bar, then locked himself and Marco on the roof. It’s a well-known procedural fact that once the drama moves to the roof NO GOOD CAN COME FROM IT.

Of course, then things got even more complex when it was clear Marco was living in a world of pain brought on by himself. He almost tipped off the edge of the building where they were sitting, and Nick automatically stopped him. Even though Marco said he wanted to fall off, Nick saved him. Even when Marco announced he knew who Nick was, and they got in an all-out-fight that lead to Marco hanging off the edge of the building, Nick saved him. It took him a good, long minute of thought and deliberation, but he pulled him back up. He thought about letting go (…and there’s the title of the episode!), and it was such an intense moment that I wasn’t sure what was going to happen there for a minute. Even if, in the end, it was really Nick’s brother’s fault that night, this was a huge display of character for Nick.

Nick was figuratively on the edge, and he pulled himself back. He knows that turning Marco in is the right thing to do. He’s going to let go of enough of his hatred to think twice about taking revenge. He’s still a good-hearted character. That doesn’t mean pain from his past can’t haunt him and cloud his judgment for a while, and it doesn’t mean he doesn’t need to be steered back on the right path now and then.

Oliver

Oliver was so troubled in this episode that I felt he needed his own header this week. His daughter was arrested and he had the opportunity handed to him to make her record go away. His “I would never ask you to do that, sir” really meant “please leave me and my currently clean conscience a.l.o.n.e.” Matt Gordon did a great job portraying Oliver’s confliction. As usual, the show tackled a gray area and it did so very well. He was torn for the whole episode, but in the end, Oliver did it. He wasn’t happy he did it. And God, he better have gone home and grounded her for life. But he loves his daughter and was willing to shoulder that tarnished conscience for her future’s sake. And I’m sure this isn’t the last we’ll see of his guilt. Oliver’s walking on a slippery slope, and he now owes the commissioner a favor.

The rest of the cast balanced out the drama of Nick and Oliver with a refreshing amount of one-liners, sarcasm, and dance moves. Overall, another strong episode, one that shifted the focus to someone else for the week and balanced the dramatic with the comedic in the way Rookie Blue has mastered.

Notepad:
  • Duncan: “Why do you need to make a bucket list?!” Gail [deadpan]: “Because, Duncan, I need to go shopping for some buckets.”
  • Awkward toasts with two mugs and…a greeting card?
  • Chloe: *waves to someone who’s on speaker phone and can’t see her*
  • Marlo: “'It was Ted. Ted is dead.'” Dov: “Does Dr. Seuss know [we have a another suspect]?”
  • Chris: “Do you think it would be weird if I asked for his autograph after we catch him?” Dov: “Yes I do.”
  • Chris practically running into someone on a bike during the chase scene… I have to wonder how many times THAT took to film. The timing must have been everything.
  • Chloe: “So was it just the prison dating thing you tried…?”
  • Duncan going to dance with those kids was golden. Gail’s little dance moves when he wasn’t watching = even better. Future dance lessons = please, Rookie Blue, do not rob us of those scenes.
  • “Oh come on Ward, you’ve been lying to me since I met you.” Nick 1, Juliet 0. Although the secret brother thing does take the cake.
  • “I was building a nest for him to come home to.” Chloe: *stares blankly into the middle distance*
  • Andy put her distrust of Juliet on the back burner for a bit, at least when Nick was in trouble. This character has priorities and she’s not afraid to order them. And it’s awesome.
  • Criminal arguing about his change of character: “I’ve been doing yoga! … TODAY WAS VERY CIRCUMSTANTIAL!”
  • Dov wants to be a detective. Detective Dov. It’s so alliterative IT JUST MIGHT WORK (okay, fine, it’d be Det. Epstein. Details).
  • Characters who we barely saw: Traci and Sam. Character who we can look forward to being in the spotlight next week: Traci!